We're going BANANAS

gravity like a lunar landing

2009-02-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

This could last forever, we could last forever.

Should've read the signs.

2008-12-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

Going to Hanoi in 3 days - and Hanoi is NOT part of China. For the record. It's. in. Vietnam.

Bring 'em out

2008-11-04T14:59:00.004+08:00

3 more days till we go to London. Isn't counting down exciting? People have offered their sympathy or whatever, for the rooming...HA HA.

In our secret place

2008-11-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Life has been great. 6 more days and we'll be up, up and away to London!

Illusions

2008-10-22T18:58:00.002+08:00

The only constant thing in this world is change.

16 days and I can escape like Tom Wingfield did.

Baby, it's you.

2008-09-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

I wish I knew the words to stop your tears.

Take away the pain, take it all away.

Star girl!!!

2008-09-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

I decided against going for drum fest. Why? Because I figured I would study instead. I slept the whole day away I SHOULD JUST HAVE GONE FOR IT. I don't think I can get the tickets in time for tomorrow's. Tmr is S.Y.A.O day (Study Your Ass Off).

Oh yeah, since I'm such a sadist. I watched this video where they ate a placenta (after the woman gave birth) and made placenta patties. Friggin' gross. I nearly puked.

When everyday begins, I'll fall for you again.

2008-09-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget.

I'm losing you and it's effortless.

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2008-08-30T19:37:00.003+08:00

Guess how many days there are to final years? 20 friggin' days. Finals were never so early before. It's insane. Anyway Nacli is in 4 days and I'm so psyched about it HAHAHAHA.

p/s:My camcorder is pretty fly.

Then I turn and close my eyes, it's you.

2008-08-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

Chem spa tmr damn shit and I'm damn scared cause it's counted for o levels. Ugh. Ok anyway today was damn fun especially remedial HAHAHA. We ate loads of sweets with the chocolate inside - SWEET!

Oh yeah and guess who texted I swear I got the shock of my life. Hope Spa goes well tmr please please please I want to do well *cross fingers and toes and everything crossable*

Goodnight and Goodbye.

CELEBRATING 30 YEARS FRUITFUL MARRIAGE.

2008-07-28T20:12:00.005+08:00

亲爱的老娘，

Lim Peh love you alot. I just want you to know that. Still remember the first time I met you at the Great Wall Of China. I love you more than xiao long bao, I love you more than my XO, I love you more than anything!

Lao niang, I just want you to know that I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MUACKS*

CELEBRATING OUR 30 YEARS FRUITFUL MARRIAGE!!!! WO AI NI LAO PO!!!!!!!

*Euphoria*

Out of all the voices calling out to me.

2008-06-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

Math is annoying when you can't do it.

I'd say this week was rather productive, did about 1/4 of the holiday homework(which is quite a lot). I need inspiration for my essay............................

I like new stationary. Luke benward too.

I try to keep it simple cause I hate goodbyes

2008-05-11T01:43:00.003+08:00

SHIT LA. I just found out that ______ is in da gama (watch for obs). WTH. Been reading posts about obs and it makes obs look exciting.. And from what I've read..... camp 1 toilet is damn nice haha wth.

Searching for love in all the wrong places.This line hit me. We can love somebody, but no matter how much we love that person, that person will never love us the same. We love God, he will love as ten times more, a hundred times more.

When you search for love, search for God, and you will find love.

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do

2008-05-07T23:43:00.005+08:00

Stressed over stupid things again, what's new? Pachelbel's Canon in D is starting to give me an earsore. I had to cancel my drum lesson, for the third week in a row. :(!!!!!!! My mum's watching some show about a funeral. Talk about depressing.

For two more days, I'm going to have to lug my fat violin to school. Two more days and all this will be over HAHAHAHAHA. I have... 4 days left to enjoy the luxury of my home before OBS where I'll be stuck with the worms.

The violin cover for breathing - yellowcard is really cool. Hardcore haha. Check it out if you can.

A little less sixteen candles

2008-04-29T21:53:00.006+08:00

On the train today this woman looked EXACTLY(emphasis on exactly caps bold italic) like _______ (bunni).

Same specs same hair SAME FACE etc damn funny yet freaky. She had a kid and it nearly killed me trying to imagine (bunni) as a motherly figure.

Charlie bit me. says:
i luv sch muackz.

HAHAHAHAHAH

Sugar, we're going down, swinging.

2008-04-26T01:57:00.006+08:00

Highlight of the day was the pizza party today HAHAHA. It was retarded to the max really. I didn't know that pizza hut chilli peppers were spicy(BOY WAS I WRONG OR WHAT) so i poured them into my mouth. Worst mistake ever. I had to drink like what, 3 glasses of water before my face turned back to it's original colour.(which is not black.HAHA)

And about the long absence, i moved to xanga, but I doubt anybody will be reading this anyway. Although I'll start updating this instead HAHAHA.

1,2,3, GOTTA BLAST.

2008-02-24T01:06:00.001+08:00

rawr.

hahahahaha

Christmas!

2007-12-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

It's christmas eve tmr!!!!!!!! Merrrrrrrryyy christmas!

Love,
Santa!

Life is the bubbles!

2007-12-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

Blogging here because.... nobody actually comes here anymore. Hahahahah. Today's concert was fun fun fun!!! Although i did like badlyx10 for Allegro. And I shook my head when my mum came late. *sighs* The talk after that was so fun! All in all... today was so fun la. Heehee.... Christmas is coming! Whoopeedoopeedooo!!!

Our christmas tree is all decorated and look so pretty! Like the cherry on the cake with extra cream. Am i making sense? No i don't think so... But... who cares!!! HAHAHAHAA.

Red and green braces for extra extra christmas feel. I'm not making sense here either. But anyway. Have to meet someone to sell off my electronic drumset tmr... 144. Not bad la, half price... Haha. Chase... is doing bad under my hands. A lot of scratches alr... how ):

Wheeeee!!! Okay tata everybody! Gotta blastt!!!!!! TAKE-OFF!!!!!!!!!! (vroooooom)

Like the snow coming down in June.

2007-12-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

No idea why I'm posting here. Haven't posted in nearly half a year. Haha. Things are good at the moment, holidays are awesome! Drumset coming on Wednesday... Can't wait!

Violin recital coming up... I have to play Salut d'amour by Elgar and Allegro by Vivaldi... Not very scared about that but the thoughts of violin exam are driving me out of my mind! Exam in February, dieeeee...

K bye folks. I doubt anyone will see this though.. Haha.

That's how much you mean to me

2007-06-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

Nationals are in 3 weeks. I'll go the distance, I'll run the miles for God.

Feelings insincere.

2007-01-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

sch life is busy. It's only the third day of sch! Training is good nowadays but it is going to be intensive soon, since cross country is coming up! considering running 400m/800m&1500m for nationals track&field this year.

Ok come to think of it, just stop looking, stranger, it's annoying really.

Good riddance.

2006-12-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

Just stop pretending to be looking in the other direction whenever i turn 'round.

If you wanna look, then just look.

Green&Red= LOVE YOU!

2006-11-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

I'm red hot date's green beansprout!

Never had a dream come true.

2006-11-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
In your heart is the only way for this to be
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll run for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
In your heart is the only way for this to be
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Kiss the gun and shoot.

2006-11-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

EVERYBODY ARHHH! I think i am going to ramble on like some old granny so you can just press the little red cross at the corner of this webby if you want to.

BRACES VEDY PAINY! Ok not really. But it's the second day and i still can eat cashew nuts, not bad eh?

And i think i swallowed one coloured band by accident. Oops.

You know vatt? Actually it doesn't hurt very much but i am just talking rubbish so ok byebye don't miss me byebye my loyal fans.

360 degrees of fun

2006-10-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

At downown east. Using the internet thing here. Went with Amelia, Dee, Jolin, Jessie & Wanlian to escape today.

OH and i think wanlian just went to camwhore HAHAHA. She kept pronouncing camwhore as "CAMCORE" and we kept teasing. And when we were walking around jessie kept annoying me and i got super pissed until i went to splash my water [by the way, it was evian. Jessie, be honoured!] at her and she started giving me tt stupid qianbian face please HAHAHA

Yea the rides scream until got sorethroat when it wasn't scary at all. Except wet & wild which was a bit scary. I sat it after ALOT of persuasion (even the ride operator's) Hee Turned out that i didn' really scream at all. By the way i am having a really hard time typing better appreciate this post!

We went to sit that retarded yakult ride [The superman one]. I had a fun time screaming with intensions to scare some kids outta tthe queue and a few went out of the queue think they thought that the ride was really scary heeheee.

And i went to sit go-kart for the first time in my life there i've been waiting so sit it since noone knows how long and it was fun i ovetook one person heehee!

Photos

2006-10-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

Check on http://www.xanga.com/ontheimpulse for yesterday's photos.

That's what friends are for.

2006-10-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

Parents just aren't happy with your results at all sometimes once they look at your class position, & they just don't understand how much you've worked your ass off.

And leave you feeling lousy.

Very lousy.

But i wanna thank everyone who cared for me. You all really showed me how much you cared. Actually i don't think i even deserve such good friends. But you all were there. And you all just made the pain go away.

I'm really appreciative and amazed at how jessie & petrina sat there watching/praying/waiting/SLEEPING(petrina) for me for one hour. And you two missed recess just for me. Just wanna tell you two that i'm really appreciative for it.

Amelia for being there for me. You know how much i appreciate it too right? Yee shan for being there too. Sarah zuoen and rachel thanks. I knew you three were there. Know why? CAUSE YOU ALL VERY NOISY. no la. But thanks, really!

Gladys for being so caring. Thanks.Joan too.

And everyone else who cared. You all really made it all better. You all just made magic, and the pain just went away.

Then the day turned out to be a happy day.

A day that'll forever be vividly etched it my mind.

A day which i would never make through without those who cared.

When you turn your mouth on, I turn my ears off

2006-10-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

Tag replies--->

sarah: Hee, no problem!

rachelTAN: YOU RETARDED XIAO DING DONG!

nicol: Hey are you trying to say that i am an idiot! >:@ DON'T LEND YOU MY IPOD ALR! hahah kidding :D

Was supposed to have extractions today. I guess my pigginess benefits me sometimes.

I missed my appointment cause i was sleeping at home, HAHAHA. My knees were buckling at the thought of that... blood fountain that was gg to come from the extraction.

Anyway there was this ipp thing in school today. WASTE OF TIME. Time is money, therefore the school is wasting money. Ok sorry, ignore me, i'm talking rubbish.

jessie keeps making fun of me she thinks i got ec... WAIT LONG LONG LA YOU. Haven't i made it clear to you since the start of the year that i got no ec!!! STUPID WAIT LONG LONG.

Walked past 2s3 and hazel gave me a HUGE HUGE HUG :] And 2s3 was crying cause their last weel together and all. Next year we will surely be like that too. Played monkey with valerie and kailing and they PURPOSELY go and throw the ball SO HIGH. HAHAHHA.

Wanmin(WANLIAN WANLIAN) was being stupid today. She went,

"DON'T YOU REMEMBER THE MEMORIES WE HAD? THE TIMES? DON'T YOU REMEMBER THEM?"

STUPID. and i was like :S she's super random. What a wanlian!

HAHAHA and us (barbie wanlian me) were fooling around and joked,

"1000"

"I DON'T WANT TO DO, GET IT?"

"2000"

"SO MANY!!!"

"3000"

"ARE YOU CRAZY?"

"Alright, 4000 THEN!"

"BETRAYER!"

"100 0000000!"

haha don't think you'll find it funny unless you know what we were talking about.

Anyway walked to bustop with jolin saw that... stalker on the way and he was being extra. "TUCK IN YOUR BLOUSE!!!"

Like... hello it was like seemingly tucked in. EVERYONE there was staring at him. Good! And sarah was being silly GO AND LAUGH SOMEMORE !!!

Extra credit to silvana who is helping me to post this:) internet down on blogger.

by the way i don't feel any heartache. Maybe you didn't mean much.

And as wanmin(WANLIAN) said in her earlier posts,

DON'T ANYHOW GUESS, SO JUST SHADDUP.

feel our speed, and hey, bite our dust

2006-10-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bimbo barbie paopao and i were feeling really bored today. So we went to look for wanmin the lian. And that barbie is really a bimbo, she ran into 1s1 like an elephant and exclaimed, "WANMIN!" and had this stupid retarded face, one of her spastic looks. And then out of nowhere, he went to say

"Yes, jessie?"

And she fell to the ground laughing and screaming like a banshee,and i had to cover her mouth but to no avail and she still kept laughing and slamming the ground. (i think it was about to crack-- she was slamming it so hard). And i was so embarrassed at the unsightly sight of a retarded person beside me laughing loudly and slamming the floor that i went to run back to class.

:S

And if you think that isn't bad enough... We went to G3 for dunno what. Then saw zuoen and she started teaching me how to play icy tower :) Then someone cried, "MR LEE COMING!!!" and i was like panicky cause i'm not even from 1g3 then i ran out then that retarded rachel tan went to run into me can. BOOM and i collapsed to the ground, leaving LJW staring at me as though i was some retard and then 1g3 was laughing at how retarded the incident was :S And rachel was very funny she kept apologising... HAHAHA i'm fine:)

Then this bimbo went to go and ask zhang jing (in the stupid cartoon boy's voice)

"Lao shi wo yao qu la pi xiao xing...." (need to make cake)

And zhang jing almost laughed at her. HAHAHA and GUESS WHAT ZHANGJING REPLIED!

"You are to report back immediately after you la pi xiao xing."

HAHAHA i think it is very funny!

And made a new friend today. Rezwana:) And teamed up with her against jessie cause jessie was being stupid as usual!

After school bimbo barbie paopao suggested going to lot 1 FOR APPARENTLY NO REASON. Was feeling bored so ok lor call mum and she allowed :) And went, with jolin audrey jessie. Went out after school for the first time in, 2 months? Half- clique outing, sigh amelia and dee you two better come for the next outing. You two were terrobly missed :(

Lunched at long john's. And jolin and audrey were eating like... babarians. So i taught them how to eat elegantly and glamly and sliced the chicken super nicely and carefully and they were ungrateful > :@ and went like,

"You call this elegant and glam?!?"

You two were cutting the chicken as if you were trying to slice some animal to death ok! Still say me!

Then we walked by NTUC i wanted to go there buy groceries cause i'm the #1 house wife! (i truely am)

Then we went to take neoprints (for me, it was the first time in ages). Jessie kept saying what i keep clipping me hair >:@ At least better than someone stare at mirror and start jumping like some chicken! You are really the silliest barbie.

And then we went to the most posh place you could ever imagine.

PASAR MALAM.

It was just outside there only.

I say half-clique outing was a success :)

We've got the pulse.

2006-10-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA AND LINGLING!

I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS AND PIECES!!!

Heard that the new track shirt is going to say "Feel our speed" and "we've got the pulse." Think it sounds kindda nice doncha agree!

School after exams are a total waste of time! But I LIKE. Stinking haze i hope the haze level goes down tomorrow or something, i desperately need training!

Barbie bimbo paopao went to give evelyn some prep talk today can. I followed her and listened. Quite touching la, not bad. Stupid she kept laughing when SOMEBODY kept walking past. She was jumping ok.

And i was telling how jessie used to be super shy when she just went for service and about how she now jumps like a chicken during service >:) And then she started jumping like a chicken and laughing at herself.

No wonder she born in the year of the chicken!

Mobil-ed today with mobil club.

I slept on the bus seat can. I stayed up till 1 to make amanda's birthday card! I really hope she likes it. Great things come in small packages :)

All for love

2006-09-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

Had my braces colours changed today! Surprisingly, i doesn't hurt at all! I guess it's cause of the hole in my mouth which the extaction made. And the dentist didn't extract any teeth today! Hee! The colours... shall be a SURPRISE until you go check it out for yourself, hee!

Today in class\?

"OMG SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE!"

"cute ugly but adorable you know!"

" I never say ugly you don't any how sayyy!"

I learnt many codes or what you call them! Yesterday! At mindchamps heehee, fun as usual!

#1.R O F L M A O

#2.L O L

#3.OMG

#4.WTH

And the trainer kept saying to us" L O L!" and " O M G!" as in seriously, the ALPHABETS cause she was making fun of how our generation speaks, HAHA.

And the retard went to draw a swiss roll and i thought it was a sausage.

HAHAHA

Lunched at pizza hut. And what the gang said? "First and last time we're lunching here for mindchamps!!!" Heh. The bill was like, 68 bucks in all. for 5 ppl. R O F L M A O. Finished researching on terminal one and two. But can't find the budget terminal stuff.

Black roses

2006-09-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

It's been forever since i've posted here after moving to xanga. I think i wanna start switching back to blogger again.

Finally got my wireless connection fixed at home. And! This is my first post on my tablet on this blog! I didn't blog for over 3 months already! Hee. Finals are almost around the corner. Wonder if anyone is feeling scared. I am!

I watched the high school musical dance along thing yesterday! It was so fun and i was like a mad cow dancing at the finale in the "we're all in this together".Hee! I'm like watching chimps mating on animal planet now, HAHAHA.

I'm very proud to say that I'm ALMOST done with my holiday homework! Except! For the report writing which i am doing now, which is halfway done! And! Homec folio! I feel super accomplished. But! I still can't be compared to crazy people like amelia cheng and petrina koh, those crazy ppl who finish holiday homework on the second day of holidays when typical ppl like me haven't even finish homework on the sixth day of holiday.

On monday i need to go to my dentist for two more extractions!!! I'm happy to declare that i'll have to go through the torment of the needle again. It'll be a fun gum-poking time!

Anyway i was reading horrible science yesterday and it was really funny!

Here's what it said:

The amazing BIRTHDAY SUIT

Get one free with every newborn baby!

HAHAHA it doesn't get any better than this.

she bangs. oh baby when she moves, she looks so crazy cause she looks like a flower, but stings like a bee.

2006-06-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

she bangs. oh baby when she moves, she looks so crazy cause she looks like a flower, but stings like a bee.

HAHAHA! omg william hung's song. OH YEA SHE BANGS!!! haha nana we can make up some actions and sing to our loyal fans (:

I TOTALLY HATE MATH FOREVER. the theme for that STUPID math camp was"Amazing Algebra" AS IF ! more like annoying algebra. i hate math now and forever. it made me miss training, leaving nana behind on her very first holiday training!!! :(

stupid teacher, whatever her name is, i hate her forever, haha i think all those in the hall know lah huh. our secret. haha joking but my mum last minute say cannot pick me up then i had to go to flag cab, flag for 45 minutes like a mad cow then got one taxi that's empty come. then when i entered the hall that teacher made me stand at the side. HATE HER FOREVER!!! haha nevermind can go make riot!!! any teachers that make me stand are gonna get it !!! esp this one, don't bother finding out her name anyway.

had lunch with zoey at scotts. hahaha omg she kept teasing me about that time when i blur blur almost take train towards marina bay when going to school. haha she was like"you going marina bay again arh?" HAHAHA !!! ok la since you my lifesaver it's OK !!! hohoho had a nice time bitching too during lunch.

planning to go cck stadium to train with zoey and fungus tomorrow to try the track out!!! anybody who wanna come, contact me or zoey (: exclusive offer you know.

BRAZIL WILL WIN!!! RONALDO IS THE BEST!!! I AM GOING TO GET THE SIXTY CENTS LYDIA!!! she bet on germany haha BUT BRAzil WILL WIN !!! BRAZIL BRAZIL BRAZIL!!!! BRAZIL ALL THE WAY ! (: haha lydia next world cup we bet 70 cents la huh when we are not so broke.

move on

2006-06-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

commit to the lord all your plans and they will succeed.

I used to yearn for His presence.

I used to love doing quiet time.

I used to love going for service.

I used to love dwelling in His presence.

But now, i'm definitely on a spiritual low. I can't commit anymore. And i often turn to Him as a last resort, or worse, don't turn to him for help anymore. I don't want to backslide, and i'm scared honestly.

All that's in my mind now is nationals. i know i'm supposed to turn to Him for help but then now i'm unable to commit.

i'm confused.

i want to be on my idyllic island and run forever

2006-06-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

i want to be on my idyllic island and run forever

Me and fungus were late for training due to us having to complete our secret missions. haha just kidding, cause the rain caught us up and...we arrived for training bright and early. then when we saw Y.O there she told us how her kids were screaming and crying at the thunder in her house or something like that. hahaha!

training was fun today (: 100m relay! and baton passing(: hohoho! then me and fungus were extremely hardworking AS USUAL! (no comments please) then we did 400m then 200m four times. it was so tiring!!! i almost wanted to give up but then the thought of nationals struck me, then i felt motivated again. hahaha!

school's reopening soon. and i hope i finish my homework in time. i've done quite a fair bit today. have the stupid math intensive thing on wednesday and then cannot be videotaped during track. gee so much for failing math.

oh NATIONALS!!!

then had lunch with yenfang the fungus, su jean the social butterfly and michelle the botak wong at bugis, at pastamania. haha it was superbly scrumptious (alliteration!) hahaha!!! had the tiramisu, creamy chicken spaghetti, ice lemon tea, cream of chicken soup, garlic bread which botak wong ate, and hawaiin pizza! hahaha!!! so yummy (:

haha me and sujean wanted to buy tamagotchi at first but then we decided to wait until chinese new year when all the money comes flying because we are broke at the moment.

Never give up

2006-06-19T08:46:00.000+08:00

Never give up

Come to think of it, these three words have so much meaning.

And yes, i'm not gonna give up for nationals, despite the many obstacles faced! First the sprained ankle. The rest required sheer determination. I know many say that top 8 is IMPOSSIBLE to achieve. I'm just going to make sure i put up some tough competition for nationals. And i'm gonna eye on that top 8. 400m please please my core event.

watched that show yesterday on disney channel. i think it's called life is ruff! haha so funny then that guy kept saying "EXPECT THE IMPOSSIBLE!!!" and haha yes expect the impossible!!!

OMG AND NANA'S BACK FROM AMERICA!!! PETRINAAAA !!! (: MY FELLOW TOILET PAPER'S BACK ALR!!! haha how was your trip? missed you you know! then no more buddy no more toilet paper warrior no more nana no more recess buddy (although no school) no more class seat neighbour no more fellow kungfu master no more fellow tracker no more classmate no more fellow keller citizen and much more (: hahaha!!!

Had swift yesterday!!! Before the race i was feeling very nervous and egg-cited.ho yea then the first lap right the second curve i looked back and to my HORROR i found that i was second last and it scared the daylights out of me so i sped up then in the end overtook botak wong. haha! here's the results and info

[ 1452 Janeen]

800m- 20th position (out of 36 positions)

2:54:63

i'll sprint past that finish line; where God is waiting for me

2006-06-18T11:56:00.000+08:00

i'll sprint past that finish line; where God is waiting for me

I have a race later !!! I am feeling egg-cited. i think i'm running under amanda's name. all the more this gives me motivation!!! because i want to run a good timing for amanda! haha. but the race is under 17... the jc people will be so tall and intimidating. nevermind there are three things i need to do !!!

#1 BE CONFIDENT

#2 LOOK GOOD

#3 LOOK FIERCE

#4 STAND TALL

THEN NOBODY WILL LOOK DOWN ON THE C DIC PEOPLE!!! hohoho great tactic eh. joking lah haha anyway this thing's just FOR FUN !!! no way i'm gonna win anyway.UNDER 17? who are they trying to kid

ah well. Nationals!!!

[ 219 Ong Sha May Janeen ]

400m heat 8 lane 3

Heat 8
Lane
Competitor
Tag
Sch
Status

1
Shauna Seow
70
DY

2
Celin Teo Jin Yi
238
PS

3
Ong Sha May Janeen
219
CGS

4
Jacklyn Chua Woon Ching
376
FSS

5
Mitz Muriel Carino Cristobal
299
CCS

6
Cai Huiqing
100
SKS

7
Rahimah Bte Mohamed Amin
197
CG

200m heat 1 lane 2

Heat 1
Lane
Competitor
Tag
Sch
Status
1
Jennifer Zhuang Jia En
440
TS

2
Ong Sha May Janeen
219
CGS

3
Vinodhini D/O Pandaragan
131
YTS

4
Tan Shi Xuan Sarah
357
PLMGS

5
Tan Wei Wen Claudia
344
NAS

6
Bella Koh Suan Lin ( shit ! it's rapunzel !)
395
NYG

7
Shahirah Bte Shajahan
303
CCS

8
Siti Nurul Leylah Bte Suprat
285
BV

i think i am so screwed please it is rapunzel!!! in my very heat!!! can everybody please wish me luck that i won't die

from amelia's blog! haha it's the training drama!

Had this funny conversation with janeen after our warm-up
she said (somehow squealed) to me" AMELIA! I JUST WASHED MY HAIR WITH LIME SHAMPOO!" (haha amelia you got it wrong! it was hand not hair!)
then i was like "so...?"
"so it means i smell like lime! DO I SMELL LIKE LIME?" *puts her hand out for me to sniff
gosh, janeen can you be more er...couth?
haha you're making me laugh =D

haha i miss you toilet paper warrior!!! come back soon! then we can do more silly things haha.

HAHAHA i miss my toiletpaperwarrior. wonder when she's coming back from america

think big; dream big

2006-06-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

think big; dream big

Nationals are approaching!!! as a matter of fact, in about 20 days. i feel prepared. i'm ready for tough competition!!! wanna show them how strong crescent track is. and prove it to them. since the nationals are approaching already, there's actually not much training that can be done, so i'm just leaving it all in God's hands, cause i know that he'll do the rest!!! and he's planned the way. and i hope the way is top 8.

haha clara's back from bintan! wonder if she actually looks chaotah now.

i'm a good girl for the day :) i did one chinese compo and half of the australian math quiz. not alot actually. but sunday it's really gonna be HARDCORE HOMEWORK!!!

but now i can't really think straight cause all that's in my mind is nationals. oh i had a wierd dream on 6 june!!! it was something about running. it was about all the sec ones me and dawn and mingxuan were at the front then we were running in rows of threes, running after a huge steamed crab on a road. haha i wonder why i get such wierd dreams.

haha i'm posting cause twinnie (galen) told me to haha. be happy twinnie!

found all found life found all i need

2006-06-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

found all found life found all i need

Know what? my spiritual high ain't ending and it never will. i love this spiritual high and i wanna be on a spiritual high forever, for i love to dwell in your presence God. YOU'RE the only one i need when the world turns upside down. i need you God.

haha going to train with amelia and galen later! quite excited actually, teehee. i miss the encounter camp already. ok why am i getting so out of point? haha nevermind .

training tomorrow (: yayy!!! (: i loves yesterday's training alot alot very fun!!! i hope we get the same workout tomorrow...but that is impossible. OH FOR THE LOVE OF MANKIND, ms jaya please give us the same workout!!! then i'll give you a hug haha

and forgot to blog about WINGMIN yesterday who is a silly silly girl. haha i shall tell you what she did.

yingmin: can i drink from your bottle?

me: sure!

yingmin: [ (it was a cooler) *tries to open the cooler but opens from the wrongside. then tries again.* haha it's those kind of cooler that we bring for cross country that kind. haha maybe you won't find it funny cause you don't understand haha but anybody who wants to know can come find me then i ask her to demo for you HAHAHA bet you'll laugh till you DROP!!!

YOU'RE MY RED HOT DATE!!!

2006-06-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE MY RED HOT DATE!!!

HAHAHA!!! said that to amelia earlier on, during our lunch date and it went like.

Me: YOU'RE MY RED HOT DATE!!!

Amelia: YOU'RE MY GREEN BEAN!!!

HAHAHA and so on.

Training was great today!!! i don't know many people complained about it...but i thought it was superbly fun!!! 300m,200m,100m, run up steps. and the 100m was so fun!!! we had to lie down on the track and turn around when she gave the command, to train our reaction!!! haha and i am not a 100m person, let alone a sprinter!!! sigh i really want 800m :(

there was a dead rat under the chair at queenstown stadium. so scary that when i saw it i felt traumatised haha. i don't want an encounter with a rat again please. then invented the indian dance with amelia!!! it was so funny haha and miro the dancing pro taught us some steps (:

Lunch date was great!!!(: i still love chicken rice forever. come to think of it, i've been lovin' it since i was a kid! teehee, i guess tastebuds never change. actually, brings back so many memories! i remember going down to the chicken rice stall everyday and then i eat the chicken rice everyday also never get sick of it one , teehee. now i'm so deprived of chicken rice. wish i still lived near a food centre anyway.

ooh and i love my crumpler (: my new buddy ol' bag teehee. went to ulu pandan cc to play badminton and frisbee it was very physically draining, haha.

HAHAHA OMG OMG!!! I FOUND THE IRRITATING OLD WOMAN ON YOUTUBE !!! THE ONE THEY SHOWED AT CHURCH CAMP!!! HAHAHA!!!here's the link you better go watch it and i bet you'll roll off laughing haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYjaqeCA594&search=mad%20tv%20ms%20swan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lbWYw8tLh-o&search=mad%20tv%20Ms%20swan

one word from heaven changed eternity

2006-06-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

one word from heaven changes eternity

Anyway that was what daniel said during encounter. it actually makes total sense, if i use my sense of logic. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?!? er my brain is not functioning since we had overnight games yesterday during camp. ok i shall tell you all about the sleeping drama later, for now you shall see my journal, teehee.

Wednesday [day 1]: highlight of the day- Telematch!!! there was the flour game and joanne ang and huiwei got flour all over their face. oh for the love of mankind!!! the games got us downright DOWN AND DIRTY haha. but fun! at night we went down to the basketball court and started gazing at the stars, doing 5bx, taking photos.. HAHAHA

Thursday [day 2]: no physical activities. During the altar call, God dropped a word in my mind; perseverence. Because i prayed for the gift of evangelism so i figure he was telling me to persevere on because when i try to outreach, i'm left discouraged.

Friday [day 3]: BRING IT ON!!! had a great time jammin' although we didn't leave with a prize, but afterall it was ALL worth it for the show we put up. Overnight games so no sleep! i went to do workout at 5am after playing captains ball from 1am all the way till 4am haha.

Saturday [today]: haha the sleeping drama ok i shall tell you about it now. I was like freaking tired after a whole night without rest then all the people were in the meeting room so i headed there and slept but they were making alot alot of noise so i went up to the room to sleep cause more comfy mah then i set my watch to 9.30 alarm then ... stef and alot alot of other people who were there and witnessed it erm, haha they started banging my door like mad i think according to them [but i was so tired that i didn't even wake up] oh louisa said she used her slipper to bang the door then clara said she started kicking the door then i didn't wake up so they got very frightened then they went into joanne ang's room and started shouting to me from the window then i still didn't wake up then stef got very scared then she called a technician to come and open the door then when they entered the room i wasn't moving then they thought that i fainted or died ok this is freaky. and i can't remember anything else. all that i can remember was that i was sleeping then alot of people on my bed then i was so tired i just went back to sleep. nice drama huh.

i think God really moved in this camp, and yes i'll rebuild the kingdom of God and i'll make sure i bring in contacts so we hit goal 40! I put all my trust in God!!!

HAHAHA MY MAID IS A DUMDUM!!! know what she did?!? my mum told her to use water to wipe the door... and she used cooking oil to wipe the door. what a dumdum

deep inside the corner of my mind

2006-06-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

deep inside the corner of my mind

omg ENCOUNTER CAMP TOMORROW. everybody put your hands in the air like you just don't care!!! but that means no computer for four days can die please...

i am so excited i cannot sleep

i suddenly feel motivation to run .

three words:

I WILL RUN

here comes the rain again; pouring from the sky.

2006-06-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

here comes the rain again; pouring from the sky.

Today was a shitty day

#1 i was LATE for training!!!

#2 had dental appointment and now it's very painful

was late for training because i thought that it was at 9.30!!! then i read an old sms that su jean sent me and then i remembered that it was at 9!!! then i rushed down and flagged a cab like some mad cow please. and i still reached the stadium like 15 minutes late. what a good way to start the day!!!

training sucked. know what? i have deproved like no tomorrow. i have lost all my confidence; and i have no motivation to go all out for nats. i can't do it. where has my motivation gone to? and watching my diet went down the drain too. you know i'm forcing myself not to eat fried food just for nats?!?

why did my ankle make me deprove so much? there's only 2 more weeks to nats. i'm not sure if i can do it. but i jjust want so so much to do the school proud. i really want to. janeen, focus on track!!! but my mind's just so occupied with other things. holiday homework...etc. i think i should just stop worrying about holiday homework; afterall track's my life. and i promised myself i'd do ANYTHING for track. Lord give me the strength. i'm gonna do the school proud! i can i can i can!!!

gonna pack for church camp now.

over it

2006-06-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

over it

WE GOT THROUGH THE BRING IT ON AUDITIONS!!! (: okok today service was ok.

i am really looking forward to church camp!!!

4 more days (:

and the best thing is; i am going to thailand right after church camp.

obviously she's out of my league

2006-06-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

obviously she's out of my league

Bring it on auditions today. Went to celeste's house in the morning for practise and on the way i bought fried squid and prawn nuggets from old chang kee and i am really very guilty now because i promised myself NO fried food NO gassy drinks NO tidbits until nationals. I will never ever eat fried food again. I must persevere!

Missed training today as the auditions ended late. Well the violin ended up to blend in quite well with the music. i really hope we get in then we will revive central band!!! I am getting very excited about camp because i didn't know that it was so near. really very excited to get to know God better.

Oh! and after the auditions, the music ministry guy asked for my name and my age...i hope it wasn't just because he was curious. but music ministry must have 2 sheep first. i really want to be in music ministry. but i guess i'll just have to wait. but i am not only spiritually 2 months old! i was a christian from young! nevermind, music ministry , HERE I COME!!!

i am getting addicted to my coconut song. woah joanne and sinyee said they may use it for the central song! inspired by my coconut song! it goes like :C O C O N U T!!! C O C O N U T!!! COCONUT,COCONUT,COCONUT,YEA!!! :D

EH ISABELLE TRACK BUDDY! i hope you all train at queenstown forever! haha , go and ask stc to let you all train there lah!!! then we can pass letter each week. and i think you have a lot of potential in hurdles!!! keep working at it buddy! (: and... bring glory to kellock, teehee.

track nationals are coming, i don't think i am putting in enough effort as i am supposed to but you can't blame me, i've got a boo-boo in my ankle. let it heal first. slowly slowly... and we are really going to run at camp!!! tomorrow i will run to gombak in the morning, but i will have to wake up at 7 if i wanna get everything done, because i have violin at 930.

JANEEN,ALL OUT FOR NATS NOW! NO MORE SLACKING!

JOANNE COOL GRANDMA JUST TOLD ME WE ARE HAVING SPORTS DAY FOR CAMP THIS YEAR!!! i am very excited because get to run like competition like that, i love competitions! and i want to run! it'll be so fun!

stop right there

2006-06-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

stop right there

Today was a crazy day. I watched all the movies i borrowed from video ezy! i watched rat race, cheaper by the dozen2, wedding crashers, scary movie 3. and the best thing is that i watched them all in a row. without any rests in between. like some movie marathon HAHAHA. the scary movie three was bimbotic, there were two bimbos.

bimbo#1: I heard that the tv shrinks your silicon molicules.

bimbo#2:omg..[sprints to the tv to switch it off]

HAHAHA.

Anyway i didn't self train today as it was raining. BUT i was a good girl and did my 5BX two sets hor!!! while watching scary movie3 HAHAHA. wedding crashers was NC16 actually i wasn't supposed to borrow it. it was very vulgar and all the f words came crashing like WHOOM but quite a nice movie actually. LOVE RACHEL MCADAMS!

Bring it on auditions tomorrow. and bring it on practise in the morning! me and celeste think we can't make it in time for training, so probably we won't come. And we agreed to run every morning and night during encounter camp. must be motivated for nats! Huiwei, wanna join too?

ANYWAY:

amelia. little acts of affection. says:
LETS MAKE INDIAN DANCE!
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
IT'LL BE FUN!
see that line, i never should've crossed it. says:
OMG HAHA OK!
see that line, i never should've crossed it. says:
do the shake head
see that line, i never should've crossed it. says:
haha
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
LOL
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
and do the eye thing

Date on monday arh. seeya dear(:

you won my heart

2006-05-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

you won my heart

TWOHILL'S SEXY.

CATCH YOUR WAVE!!!

2006-05-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

CATCH YOUR WAVE!!!

Today was a MARVELLOUSLY WONDERFUL day! omg haha ok i'll explain the marvellousy wonderful later (: And hot chocolate!!! thanks for saving my life(: i was taking the train then supposed to take to queenstown, i waited for the train that goes to boon lay! luckily hot chocolate was there ! then she tapped me and i went like" huh this train what! we're going towards boon lay right?" then she was like"hello school's at REDHILL." then...it suddenly struck me that i was...well just that my brain wasn't functioning...

Training today was BRILLIANT! haha luckily my ankle didn't hurt, i was scared it'd get hurt again, by that time...i can say goodbye to nats for good. ANYWAY, we were like stretching then this international school, the coach was shouting in this british accent" wonderful! splendid! marvellous! brilliant job!" HAHAHA.

I LOVE CLICK 5!!! During training while me and yingmin were walking past each other, i went"HEY GIRL I WANNA CATCH YOUR WAVE" then she joined along"HEY GIRL I WANNA DRIFT AWAY...WITH YOU!!!" and much to my disappointment CLICK 5 JUST LEFT SINGAPORE!!! >:( i tell you if they have the next concert i'd go attend it and scream like a maddie cow. Yingmin! We must watch the next concert together ok?

Then bring it on practise!!! I was apparently the "keyboardist" but then they didn't have the proper scores...and they wrote like a and em and i was like staring at the paper and like"what...note...is...this?!?" moral of the story: i am not a keyboardist. okok i think i still should stick to my violin hahaha so they told me to bring but i guess it's something NEW a violin in a ...band...

do the only thing that's true

2006-05-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

do the only thing that's true

I'm officially the keyboardist for our group[celeste hannah june sinyee joanne ang] for BRING IT ON for ENCOUNTER CAMP!!! i'm so excited for the camp. And i'm excited for practise , rehearsal , whatever you call it, that's tomorrow after training! i'll be turning up for training tomorrow !

I'm chatting on msn with amelia now. She's mad ok i tell you, look at the convo!

amelia. little acts of affection. says:
JANEEN!
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
i didn't see you online
just say goodnight, i'll be gone tomorrow(me) says:
HEY
!!!
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
haha see my personal mesage [the personal message was: i would love you...if i wasn't a hormosexual.LOL.]
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
i think its damn funny lah!
just say goodnight, i'll be gone tomorrow says:
omg amelia you are crazy
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
haha i change
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
WAIT!
just say goodnight, i'll be gone tomorrow says:
ok!
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
haha see now![the personal message was:I would love you...half-heartedly.the other half goes to my boyfriend]
just say goodnight, i'll be gone tomorrow says:
omg!
just say goodnight, i'll be gone tomorrow says:
haha
amelia. little acts of affection. says:
haha damn funny lah

AMELIA! YOU VERY STRESSED IS IT?

pics

2006-05-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

COUSINS! (:

their dancing the chacha

nice hands you got there felicia!

we can go be supermodels already!

GRAVITY!!!

RAWRR!

2006-05-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

that's when you caught my eye

Name 20 people you can think of rightnow.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. Ready? Start~!

#1.Dawn

#2.Mingxuan

#3.Petrina

#4.Amelia

#5.Myself

#6.Leticia

#7.Su jean

#8.Joanne (grandmama)

#9.Huiwei

#10.Jeanette

#11.kaya

#12.Lynette

#13.Yingmin

#14.Ms Yvonne Ong

#15.Nicole ee (damsel in distress!)

#16.Annabel (lumlum)

#17.Felissa

#18.Natalie

#19.Fungus

#20.Felicia

Now here are the questions!

How did you meet #14?[#14-ms yvonne ong] Through track and field!

What would you do if you never met #1?[#1-Dawn] no more sec 1 track rep lor :(

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated? [#20-Felicia, #9-Huiwei] omg LES!

Did you ever like #19? [#19-fungus] How can ask this kind of question one? I liked her as a fungus.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? [#6-Leticia, #17-Felissa] YES !

Describe #3. [#3-Petrina] Silly buddy. We do everything together, and it's nice because we're both in keller and both in track! you're off in america so you can't read this but nevermind i hope you brought mr bear with you (: take care alright!

Do you think #8 is attractive? [#8-Joanne(grandmama)] oh yes she's hot! don't you agree(: for her age that is. she's supposed to be 86 this year HAHAHA

Tell me something about #7. [#7-Su jean] i gave her the fine dandy name ah poon.su jean, do you still remember ? and i still owe you corn soup...hahaha!

Do you know any of #12's family? [#12- Lynette] nope.

What are #8's favourites? [#8-Joanne(grandmama)] her granddaughter of course! (:

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you? [#18-Natalie] i'd do nothing?

What language does #15 speak? [#15-Nicole ee(damsel in distress)] omg HAHAHA TAMIL!

Who is #9 going out with? [#9-Huiwei] i...don't...know...

How old is #16 now? [#16-Annabel] i'd say she's 87 years old. (:

When was the last time you spoke to #13? [#13-Yingmin] i think friday?

Who is #2's favourite singer/band? [#2-mingxuan] HAHAHA. yellow card?

Would you ever date #4? [#4-Amelia] no problem! (what kind of question is that, of course not i'm not lesbo!)

Would you ever date #7? [#7-Su jean] HAHAHA . i'm a normal lil' girl.

#15 single? [#15-Nicole ee(damsel in distress)] OF COURSE NOT !

What is #10's last name? [#10-Jeanette] erm this one's tough... jeanette ho ... ok i give up.

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11? [#11-kaya] ERM.NO! how can ma'am get into a serious relationship with kaya?!?

What school does #3 go to? [#3-petrina] we both attend toilet paper warrior school (:

Where does #6 live? [#6-Leticia] ERM. I DUNNO!

What's your favourite thing about #5? [#5-myself] everything!

Have you seen #1 naked? [#1-Dawn] OMG NO ! HAHAHA!

THE FIVE PEOPLE I CHOOSE TO DO THIS QUIZ:

Nicole

Lydia

Amelia

Kaya

yingmin

little manhatten

2006-05-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

little manhatten

I've made up my mind. I'm gonna migrate.I'm gonna leave here for good. Aussie, here i come! I've always wanted to be a vet since i was a kid. I'm gonnamake sure i do well in my studies and i'm gonna go to Aussie. I'm going to be a vet.

Rented little manhatten from video ezy. I like it (: tracker's outing confirmed! wednesday after training any juniors wanna come,contact me or amelia! HAHAHA anyone except... amelia YOU KNOW WHO!!!

went to the dentist to fix my brackets back. quite pain now:(

catch your wave

2006-05-29T11:40:00.000+08:00

CATCH YOUR WAVE

While i was deleting my smses (dating back to february) last night i read the smses and...i...just...miss...you...BUT nevermind i'm not so affected as i was last time. and i just made up my mind that you're not worth the trouble at all , no you're not worth it. so i'm moving on baby. hell yea i'm moving on.

Yesterday was as good ol' day i must say. Because...SHOPPING WITH MY MOM!!! (: omg HAHAHAHA practically bought... a mountain load. Ok nice lunch at the imperial treasure restaurant the xiao long baos (dumplings, whatever you call it) ARE SO YUMMY THAT I ATE TWO SERVINGS!!! i want more!!!

Went to asics shop to buy shoes for training (my mom insists the other one shouldn't be worn because i keep spraining my leg with it) oh bye bye old shoe i'm gonna miss you because... i trained with you. goodbye old buddy and hello new shoe! asics gel kayuno series #11 is my new buddy!!! and the manager in the shop remembers us!!! wow the last time we bought shoes from there were like april during cross country season boy oh boy his memory sure is #1 in singapore jb and some say batam!!! and he called us his"regular customers" like HELLO? THAT WAS THE SECOND TIME WE VISITED AND CALLING US REGULAR CUSTOMERS ALREADY???

oh and the spike nails i almost died when i saw the price i tell you. 15 bucks for a few pieces of metal. woah. ok then bought my speakers for my mp3 !!! lime green (: i think i should really get a name for my ipod!!! listening to catch your wave now ...HEY GIRL I WANNA CATCH YOUR WAVE!!!! HEY GIRL I WANNA DRIFT AWAY WITH YOU!!!

went to thompson plaza after that to get my violin stand i played with the drums there and let my mom hear she said it was nice !!! (: i practised violin yesterday like a maddie cow please. because i watch agent cody banks 2 yesterday and there was some part that the music geniuses kept practising and i don't know what got into my head but i wanted to be a music genius too so...i...practised... from 7 to 11.

and yesterday ms ong messaged me"alright sweety, pls take extra care of yourself! i want u in tip top form k! Nite:)" woah ! sweety? haha. looks like i've got to visit the dentist again cause 3 stupid brackets fell out. surely gonna be very pain later. aiyahhhhhhhh.

she's too much for me

2006-05-28T09:16:00.000+08:00

she's too much for me

OH NO ! i deleted all my tags by accident, whoops. But shall just type what the people tagged me . and i'll reply after i've typed everything, haha.

TAGS:

Jieying:heyy janeen my meimei!today so sad never see you in church!happy holidays okiie? (: love <3333

im a guy:i love you so much that you don't even know

NICOLE:hello neenee. hope your ankle gets better asap so that you can run for nats! sure you can! (: click 5 is goood.

yingmin: hey bean! glad you like the songs! haha click five is nice right? send you more next time!

Replies:

Jieying: i miss you too babe! (: remember the suntanning date?

im a guy: hello. do you care to tell me your name?

NICOLE: NICOLE ARH ! hello (: thanks babe (: BUT i am not a neenee! i shall think of more fine dandy names for you in the years to come (:

Yingmin: THANKYEW ! you never know my gratitude woman but I LOVE CLICK 5 ! click 5 maddies huh (:

Yesterday was my grandfather's birthday(: had this big big great big dinner which was deliciusly yummy i tell you the food is to die for. my grandfather arh he is SO CUTE i tell you!!! He was like super hyper cause it was his birthday and he started talking very very loud then my uncle said" wah! can go for general election already!" then my grandfather started going to every table and waving his hand OMG SO FUNNY i tell you really looked like he was trying to gain votes for elections.

my silly uncle. cause i have this auntie who's very careful about her food. then when the suckling pig came he went like" there's no calestrol you know, because the calestrol is free , and i didn't pay for it!" SILLY UNCLE!!!

then silly uncle started singing songs while drinking wine he went like"come let's drink up on a saturday night with your ass against the wall , if you don't drink up on a saturday night you won't get one at all!"

ok but the dinner was really a great great family bonding(: I LOVE MY FAMILY

she knocks me off my feet

2006-05-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

she knocks me off my feet

While uploading tracker outing pics i am listening to click five just the girl now.

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing

She pushed me in a pool at our last school reunion

She laughs at my dreams but i dream about her laughter

Strange as it seems she's the one i'm after

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off my feet

And i can't help myself but don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But i keep coming back for more

She's just the girl i'm looking for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour

She runs on one hundred prove-attitude power

And the more she ignores me the more i adore her

What can i do i'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off my feet

And i can't help myself but don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But i keep coming back for more

She's just the girl i'm looking for

And when she sees it's me on her caller id

She won't pick up the phone she'd rather be alone

But i can't give up just yet

Cause every word she's ever said

Still ringing in my head

OK I GIVE UP ON UPLOADING THE PHOTOS I'VE BEEN TRYING TO UPLOAD FOR 45 MINUTES BUT TO NO AVAIL !

hey girl i wanna catch your wave

2006-05-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey girl i wanna catch your wave

Just went to the dentist to get my brackets fixed and all the coloured bands fell out so she changed it to light blue . oh well i am quite satisfied with the colour actually, teehee.

And there is the disgusting taste of the dentist's gloves in my mouth now. the taste really sucks please. it tastes like a balloon. horrible!

Claire has gone mad!

So lucky so strong so proud says:
HAHA
So lucky so strong so proud says:
i will bring a leaf back for you ma'am

I try to upload the trackers outing pics .

i will climb the highest mountain

2006-05-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

i will climb the highest mountain

J-everyone loves you (:

A-damn good in bed

N-you have a big warm heart ! (:

E-you're super cool

E-you're super cool :D

N-you have a big warm heart.

O-you love foreplay

N-you have a big warm heart

G-love is something you deeply believe in

S-people think you are so sexy

H-you have very good personality and looks.

A-damn good in bed

M-success comes easily to you

A-damn good in bed

Y-one of the hardest gangsters alive

No school today was pretty boring. but nice too. My ankle's recovering very well i must say! I can walk already (: it must be God's miracle. Yesterday i couldn't even move my leg. Hopefully i can run by monday. good ankle(: keep up the good work!

I'll try to go for service tomorrow but i don't think i'm going anyway.

We live for you

Live for you

We long for you

May your kingdom come

and your will be done

we wanna serve your heart

serve your heart

as i wish for you

wish for you

and as i long for you

long for you

Indeed, for you Lord, i would only ever give my all. all my strength comes for you. drench me in your grace. fill me with your presence! Work your miracle !

stupid things

2006-05-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

stupid things

My maid does stupid things.

#1. She asks me every 2 minutes whether i want to eat , after i have eaten.

#2. OMG THIS ONE IS DAMN STUPID ! she cooked corn soup and i was like"eh why the corn soup no corn taste one?" then my mum asked her how she cooked it then she said" i boil the soup first then i take out the corn while boiling it " HELLO YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO COOK CORN SOUP .then when my mum asked her why she took out the corn she said"the book says out the corn" and actually the book says cut the corn. golly she can't read !

Yenfang. says:
i got to go now neenee I WILL PRAY TILL YOU GET WELL
Yenfang. says:
you go, Girl!
Yenfang. says:
goodbye & goodnight & have fun!

Hello yenfang who can have fun with a sprained ankle? thanks anyway dearie.

i will run

2006-05-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

i will run
Today was track bonding (: IT WAS SO FUN ! On the bus in the morning silly ol' fungus kept taking pictures of me while i was having great fun with the orange cone!!! Cones bring much joy (: Talked to natalie in the bus! Vedy nice (:Then we went to the beach for games! My group was Gravity [i came up with the name!] HAHAHA . She made the whole team SYNERGY because ... S and Y and N and E and R and G [my group] and Y !The beach games were fun! There was one that she throws the frisbee and then we have to fight for it! Something like dog and bone, but much more fun (:Then there was scavenger hunt. We practically COMBED the island ! BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN ! Yepp we had to take photos for evidence and we even tooked photos with BABOONS and a foreign baby! And even a cute foreign guy.wow.Then when i was walking down the stairs... i fell and sprained my ankle. Badly. It was so pain that i broke down i just couldn't control it! Really very pain. Then felicia carried me. That silly girl. she is so nice because i know she has a back problem yet when she was carrying me and i asked her whether she was fine she kept insisting that she was alright! Thanks felicia i'm sorry to cause you the trouble. It's all my fault.And thanks wai teng (: for taking such good care of me! i really appreciate it!!! (:Then when ms yvonne ong came and saw my leg she said that i can't run nationals this year. I broke down when she said that. i mean i couldn't control it because running this nationals just means so much to me! i promise i'll run this nationals! i've got a duty to crescent because i came in through niche and i'll make sure i'll get that top 8.i don't care if this nationals my leg hasn't recovered, even if i'm still on a crutch i'll run and i don't care if i fracture my leg. i'm gonna run, everyone of you just watch!!! i promise i'll run!i guess God just makes things at the right timing. i don't know why he planned for me to have a sprained ankle. maybe it's just to get me more committed , more motivated.track is my life. i'm not going to let anything stop me for running in nationals. i'm gonna run.thanks for your concern wai teng, natalie, felicia, felissa, eunice, yingmin, nicole, michelle, lydia,melissa, yuequn,zoey,kayshini,claire,audrey,dawn,michelle,jeanette,elivira,lynette,su jean, amanda.,yenfang.track's my life and you babes make it complete(:I LOVE CRESCENT TRACK!track bonding=success (:I WILL RUN.oh and that doctor gave me a crutch. and i cannot walk now. i want to walk!

fire fall down

2006-05-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

fire fall down

omg track bonding's tomorrow! (: but the bad part is... we could be lazing around at home if not for the bonding, but well still gonna be extra fun!!!

School was a bore today, especially without nana. OH NANA! you don't know how much i ever miss you. I promise you i'm gonna hug you till you drop when you come back.

Track photo taking was today! You know I'M NOT THE SHORTEST IN TRACK!!! jeanette i like standing with you (: HAHAHA. After the photo taking there was training. Not-that-bad workout! 200m x 11.

Ms Ong put me down for 200m and 400m for nationals. 200m is not my event. But well i WILL WORK HARD FOR SPRINTING AND I WILL BRING GLORY TO CRESCENT TRACK!!! I wanna prove to ALL the schools in singapore and ALL the people that CRESCENT TRACK DOMINATES and that SMALL PEOPLE CAN RUN LIKE THE WIND TOO!!! do not underestimate us (: NEVER EVER UNDERESTIMATE US!!!

I am quite excited for taking sprinting events actually. I've always wanted to do sprinting! But i was always put under long distance! Doing sprinting's definately gonna be a good experience but i have my doubts, for i sort of think that i am not a sprinter.

I will be motivated and i will train hard this nationals! For i will promise that i will put up a better show than i did for cross country! JANEEN'S BACK!

running schedule [please i hope i keep up to it]

-Monday (training)

-Tuesday (20 minute run with sprints in between)

-Wednesday (training)

-Thursday (sprinting!)

-Friday (training)

-Saturday (CCAB training)

-Sunday(sprinting)

So i guess this is my chance to sprint! I really hope i don't switch to sprinting mode, i still want to do cross country.

we'll never be ashamed

2006-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

we'll never be ashamed

I'm wasting your time? Hey i think you need to do some self reflecting you know. You never should have written that letter to get to know me. Look what's happening?

the time has come

2006-05-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

the time has come

Petrina is leaving singapore tomorrow :( Ok it's just for a holiday but it's gonna be 3 WEEKS !!! Nana i'll miss you at school and track training :( While i'm happy for you at the same time that you're gonna have so much fun in america!!! HAHAHA THIS DECEMBER WHEN I GO TO AMERICA IT'LL BE YOUR TURN TO MISS ME!

And you were so silly. Go and write note to amanda to tell her not to shout at me if she not happy HAHAHA . Thanks though!

School was great today (: And i was high today (: Not tomorrow though when we get our report books back. I hope it won't ruin my day. Yea there was NO MASS RUN TODAY !!! (: no need to lead today. the rest of the lead runners run freaking fast that i cannot catch up please.

Let me recall what happened at school today. OH there was a stupid fire drill which is so useless please and somemore it was DURING OUR FREE PERIOD ! Omg i hate the school x forever ! Go ruin our happy time!!! Especially me and nana's last day we will spend together in 3 weeks. Gosh NANA I WILL REALLY MISS YOU !

Golly i'm making it sound like you're migrating forever or something.HAHAHA. OH AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO BRING MR BEAR ! AND YOU CAN HUG HIM TO SLEEP ON THE AEROPLANE AND IN THE HOTEL! and when you go to that disneyland and sit the scary rides you can hug him so you won't pee in your pants

HAHAHA.

Assembly today was ok they sang some accapella music i thought it was quite neat! NEAT STUFF (: Sounded nice. Amazing what the human voice can do huh. Oh our side we had to sing DON'T DUMP YOUR STUFF IN MY BACKYARD MY BACKYARD MY BACKYARD DON'T DUMP YOUR STUFF IN MY BACKYARD MY BACKYARD'S FULL !!! Me and nana sang it with much enthusiasm of course! And i thought that we were the most outstanding singers in the crowd!!! teehee SOMEONE, TALENT SPOT ME!!! hurry!

CG today i had to plan games (: It was fun there was follow the leader with silly huiwei doing those indian shake head actions and the pass the message was so funny please. HAHAHA qixin told me"there was a chickenehneh butcher who sold pork in a market" and at the end, it turned out as" a chicken dunno what dunno what butcher sold dunno what in a bucket" and there was another one. Stephanie said"there were two stupid porcupines who tried to play a prank on four unsuspecting dogs" And the end result? "there were two dodo birds who fell in love with another dodo bird" OMG LAUGH UNTIL CAN DIE PLEASE.

MY CAREGROUP IS MY FAMILY (:

Be lifted high

2006-05-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

Be lifted high

Do you even care about how i feel? You just started pushing all the blame on me right and everything's my fault right and you're just right all the time right??? You don't have to do this to get your point across you know because i know what you just bloody want to say.

Things won't be the same anymore thank you for telling me that i feel so much better you know!!! THANKS ARH. and the least you could do when i'm feeling down is not bring up this matter right. We're getting no where like this right if you're gonna scream at me every session.. do you think i like hearing your voice? SCRAMMMM YOU LOSER!

i don't give a damn about you anymore.

from the inside out

2006-05-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

from the inside out

Things going on!

#1 Claire Yeo kept mocking at grey pants auntie in the bus and she will get retribution for making puffy face at auntie.

#2 I learnt how to burp on purpose today. LIFE IS GOOD!

#3 Miro is very proud of her name Miroshini and kept calling me janeenshini thank you miro.

Training today was not baddy! I did 400m again and did 73 seconds (: That's 3 seconds slower than my PB but who cares?!? I IMPROVED BY 5 SECONDS!!! (: really can go on smiling forever and looking at my miracle spikes I LOVE MY SPIKES . OOOHH track bonding on thursday and i am very excited! Get to miss school ! Once in a lifetime opportunity!!!

970 journey was very interesting! Lydia and claire started to scratch their bags like some psychos then they eyed me and said "do you want to be psychotic too?" ERM claire and lydia, are you two very stressed with schoolwork? Because i think you two are. HAHAHA . When lydia got off, claire started to copycat grey pants auntie who was sitting beside her and stoning away. She looked like a frog especially the chin HAHAHA then stupid claire went to copycat grey pants auntie and puff up her face just like grey pants auntie's HAHAHA.

School was boring today. I SAW KELLOCKIANS AT QUEENSTOWN and they really make my day! I MISS KELLOCK :( i miss the happy times. I still remember how we'd play volleyball/soccer or those times that we hugged and laughed and how we'd curse at coach mun being an ass.

I guess sometimes when you want to move on you can't help but remember the times.. KELLOCK I LOVE YOU. i should really go back with isabelle or fellow trackers to visit kellock. One day at kellock would be so valuable.

KELLOCK-MY LOVE !!!

nong nong ago

2006-05-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Nong nong ago

HAHAHA i just watched Singapore Idol and i think i'm gonna die of a laughing fit HAHA got that stupid Nong nong ago guy. Let me type the lyrics. Tell me the tales that to me were so dear NONG NONG AGO, NONG NONG AGO. and i forgot the rest HAHAHA. There was this guy who sang that song when he was singing that part " do you think i'm wasting my time" and very out of tune stupid ken started to nod his head vigorously.

PE tomorrow mr samat'll probably order me around again and call me his son or something STUPID. no not another 2.4km please

happy birthday petrina !

2006-05-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETRINA !!! (:

HAHAHA you silly bestie. But just wanna tell you that i love you loads. Hope you like the present !!! NANA ! WE ARE THE TOILET PAPER WARRIORS OF NAHAHOKEE TRIBE FROM THE ISLAND OF HAHO ! and we should be proud of that (: woaini (: Yea we've been through thick and thin together, although it's been only 5 months together but all the joy you brought to me is simply wonderful and irreplacable ! FOR THIS , I DEDICATE A POST TO YOU!

I'll only ever give my all

2006-05-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'll only ever give my all

Violin in the morning(: I love violin (: Mum made stew and noodles for me today ! It was very yummy (: Watched lilo and stitch while eating it! HAHAHA that was the best meal of the day so far ...Until my relative's barbeque later i promise i'm gonna eat till i burst haha. Uh then went to mosburger for shepherding but i've been writing in my blog...Joined jieying and wanmin after that .

Service was okay today.But God spoke to me today ! And i am not affected now.Bought the UNITED cd love it(: Oh and i bargained with my mum today and she agreed to bring me along on her business trip tis june (: Which means a holiday for me(: But i'll be stuck in the hotel the whole day by MYSELF! YEA BABY (: it'll be just like the suite life of zack and cody HAHAHA how egg-citing !!!

Went for violin recital practise afterwards. I love my violin (:

Almost forgot to blog about training. Yea did training with dawn . Then while we were walking dawn being very good reminded me to say good afternoon to Ms ong then we greeted her with MUCH ENTHUSIASM of course then she looked very happy and walked towards me and said " YAYY ! I FINALLY HEAR YOUR VOICE !" to me . i was like "huh?"HAHAHA she must miss me (: nah joking.

OHHH ! and 200m was not bad (: i guess. i ended up 3rd place compared to everybody who ran. but yea i know i'm fat hope for 200m guess i'll just be sticking to 400m and 800m then.

HAHAHA

2006-05-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

As i look at the midnight sky

2006-05-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

We were in the toilet then barbie's idea we went To the sanitary vending machine and nana innocently turned the button vigorously HAHAHA as you can see in the photo. And looks like we were going toilet then some chikopek go and take photo of us HAHAHAA

I'm looking at my health booklet now. HAHAHA look at my height!
Primary 1--112.5
Primary 2--116.8
Primary 3--122.5
Primary 4--125.5
Primary 5--132.0
Primary 6--137.5
Sec 1--142.9

WHOOOOOHOOOOO AND NOW I'M 145! KEEP GROWING JANEEN :D

Today we got back ALOT of exam papers. I HATE EXAM PAPERS ! I hate the sound of it i hate the smell of it i hate the words on it i hate the marks on it i hate the ink on it i hate it !!! Ok on a brighter note i took many pictures with nana again today . We were VERY FREE and then we went to the foyer during recess to take some postcards and one of them said" hua yu COOL " hahaha . But still love postcards and writing rubbish on them to give people anyways.

There's track tomorrow. Time trials, quite exciting actually. After getting back the mid year results i think i've really got to get my priorities right. So Lord i'm gonna let everybody see how you've changed me and i'm gonna be hardworking i'm gonna ace in my studies. I CAN DO IT !!! and i won't ever F9 again.

And YOU . I saw you in the canteen today and we didn't even look at each other.I never remember our relationship being so bad. I still remember last time when we saw each other we'd start waving retardedly. I thought you would be there when i needed you. I guess this really shows that i don't mean ANYTHING to you huh. I thought we were for each other. When we practically screamed across the corridors , how i came to pick you up every morning. How we had so much fun just being ourselves.I miss writing letters to you. I miss talking to you on msn about silly things. I miss doing all the things we ever used to do. I thought things would never turn out this way. How can i ever confide in you . You never know how much i treasure you , cause i'm nothing to you right. I should never have trusted you.

Lord , times like these are when i ever need your help so so much. You're my pillar on strength. Let me lean on you cause i know that you're the only one who comes to me and dries me in this pouring rain. You're the only one i ever need.

tralala!

2006-05-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

Kungfu masters

2006-05-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

Kungfu masters

Me and Nana are the ULTIMATE KUNGFU MASTERS !!! HAHAHA . Ok today there was a movie screening WHICH WE DIDN'T WATCH and me and nana were jibber chatting the WHOLE movie HAHAHA i still remember that line from the movie and say it with downright professionalism! I've had enough of yo shit . HAHAHA good huh ! And somemore got accent hor. Bu neng xiao kan wo wor !!!

You know my maid?!? The one at home lah , not kaya ! Yea that day my mum bought one bag of potatoes then she so happy whole day bake for me to eat. That day she goand give me one miserable bowl of mashed potatoes for lunch like WTH who can eat full like that ?!? Then somemore it was some lumpy watery and tasteless substance . Then i made her bake me one more potato lor. Then everyday when i come home from school, she keep giving me those bloody potatoes ok i tell you I DON'T WANT TO EAT POTATO ANYMORE !!! Although i'm eating potato now. Man she has to stop baking potatoes.

Timed trials today and YAYY i qualified for the both i ran in ! (: HOORAH ! ok i did 400m and 800m (: Golly i love those events! My darlings (: I LOVE 800M AND I LOVE 400M ! Ok maybe i should start concentrating on track like MADDDD since nats are almost coming. AND OMG HUICHEE YOU'RE BLOODY FAST. I saw you zooming past WOAH style !!!

Nana cheer uppy i guess ms ong does have her glummy days like us HAHAHA . anyway NOT YOUR FAULT you going to america ! And for track phototaking, DON'T WORRY i'll bring a gigantic cardboard that had your close up on it and put it beside me for phototaking ! (: Then you won't be forgotten NANA !!!

NANA we shall take more pictures tomorrow hurry up go online then i can send you those pics !

gone bonkers (:

2006-05-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

gone bonkers(:

So you say,
[x] You take your shoes off before entering the house(basic courtesy man)
[ ] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[ ] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford orHarvard, even better.(it's my own choice)
[x ] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[ ] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[ ] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x]Most or all of your friends are asian.
[ ] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x]Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[ ] You know how to put a computer together.
[ ] You listen to asian music
[ ] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[ ] You have to keep things from your parents, even if they're not bad,because you know they'd think it's bad.
[ ] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have english words on them that don't make sense.
[ ] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[ ] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[ ] You are good at math. ( NOOOOOO ! three words: MY MATH SUCKS!)

Golly of course my math sucks i am the stupidest math geek in my class because i got 38/100 while the rest of 1c1 got 72/100. Ok my target is to be an actual actual math geek . Not a stupid math geek .

Multiply by 4. The product means you are _______% Asian

HAHAHA WTH I'M 10 X 4 = 40% Asian . Wth i'm chinese . Speaking about citizenship, I'm american PR . Unexpected huh. Well that's because my parents worked there when i was a little babyyyyyyyy WHOOOHOOO AUSSIE HERE I COME!

CAREGROUP OUTING (:

2006-05-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

Caregroup outing (:

SENTOSA (: wheeheehee. Ok in the morning i met stef at macs . Yepp she helped me buy a fillet-oh-fish. EHH wait it's fillet-o-fish . HAHAHA sorry LAH i very forgetful.

Yepp then we reached that harbour front very VERY very late.Like 10.30 plus plus. When we were walking towards CC3, then erm i saw celeste doing the kissing thing. She must think it looks very seductive !!! Celeste chew, you have gone bonkers.

Ok then we walked into sentosa and Oh saw polly on the bus ! The whole sentosa trip pretty much spent it with the fellow sec 1 cg members. Wanmin thanks for bringing the water to me whenever the water got into my eye !!! HAHAHA you erjie (:

Jieying was was being very dumdum . HAHAHA she does not even act like the oldest sister please(: HAHAHA I AM THE MOST MATURED AND SOPHISTICATED ok !!! (: We went to bury jieying in the sand. Then we actually wanted to make a coffin and put R.I.P then when we were building it, jieying kept complaining"very heavy leh . very heavy !!!" HAHAHA then she laughed until the sand sort of cracked. And then stef cameto be nosey and said" Eh ! Still got one thing missing!" Then i was like" what???" Then she went to poke the sand to make a belly button. And omg clara came along happily and stuffed one bit of sand on that part HAHAHA I SHALL NOT SAY .

Yea the whole day was spent at the beach. eeky beach. I hate salty water and I HATE SAND. i hate insects i hate ants !!! disgusting ants GO AWAYYYYYY !

Ok many additions to the happy family today !!! Ehh it is a privellege to be in happy family club hor so i have removed the non enthusiastic members of the family.
The happy family:
Joanne--Cool grandma
Stef--Handsome papa
Hannah--Sexy mama
Hazel--Uncle agar agar
Me--pretty daughter ?!?
Wanmin--erjie(:
Jieying--dajie(:
Huiwei(dunno la)--MARIA
clara(dunno also)--maomao

WHOOHOOO i need to find husband for joanne. I am the best match maker in town man !!! YEA BABY !

oh nooooooo lessons resume tomorrow. Somebody , help meeeee ! And there's timed trial tomorrow. LORD i need the strength i need it and i need you oh lord ! YOU are the soul provider of my strength. I am nothing without you.

OH almost forgot to blog about suntanning. While the rest were suntanning, me wanmin and jieying played in the water IT WAS VERY FUN ! (: oh yea then me and wanmin decided to take off our shirts so that our stomach(wobble wobble!) would get tanned too because anyway if you put my hand on top of my stomach and compare the colours, it's totally contrasting so i'm saying that my stomach is very fair (yayy for mr stomach !) HAHAHA anyway we just tanned our stomach and that's it. Then went to harbour front for dinner YAYY CHICKEN RICE CLUB !

Nahahokee tribe !

2006-05-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Nahahokee Tribe !

HAHAHA i'll tell you about Nahahokee tribe later. For now, THE QUIZ !

[] my fingernails/toenails are almost alwayspainted
[] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toy as a child were barbies( I HATE BARBIES.used to pluck off the head)
[] my favorite color is purple
[x] i did Gymnastics(hahaha don't laugh)
[] i love skirts
[x] hollister is my favorite place to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate( I AM ADDICTED TO HERSHEYS)
[] i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 3

[ ] my hair is straightened
[] i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[] i usually go shopping once a week
[x] i love to hang out with friends
[x] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] i've gone to a tanning salon
[] ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[] i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 2

[] i wear a shower cap
[] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[] i wear mascara everyday
[] i've been or am on a diet
[] bathing suits are adorable
[X ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] big sunglasses are hott
[] i have gotten my nails done
[ ] i own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 2

[] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] i love to have other girls do my hair
[x] i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[x] carnivals are so fun!!!
[] summer is THE best season
[] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[] im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[] pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 3

[]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
[x] i am self-conscious.
[] i cry often(OK MAYBE LATELY.erm should i cross it? ok i shouldn't)
[ ] my car smells like vanilla
[x] my dishes get washed more then once a week
[] i dont do sports
[] i HATE to run
[] i squeal when i am surprised or angry
[] i eat dried fruit as a snack
[] i love romance novels
TOTAL: 2

[] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[x] i dance a lot ( I have a hidden talent for dancing ok !)
[] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[] i love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match( i don't bother about what i wear)
[] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[] price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 1

[] i wish i were a model
[x] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her(DUH she's such a slut)
[] i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[] i own Uggs
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[] i pop my collar
[] i like to be the center of attention
[] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[x] i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3

[] cats are adorable
[] i write my own music/song/lyric
[] i would love to visit Hawaii(visited already)
[x] Valentine's day! i like!
[] white is better then black
[] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[] i love to read gossip magazines
[x] i love to gossip
TOTAL: 3

[] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[] i love Celine dion
[x] My bubble baths are 2 hr long( erm i once took 4 hours)
[] my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other
[] i like kids(don't like )
[] diet drinks are the best
[ ] im all about being vegetarian
[x ] i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[x] i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL: 3

[] i LOVE life!
[] i have a lot of jewlery!
[] claires has cheap jewlery
[] my screen names have x's in them
[] either one of my friendster profile has/had<3>
[] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[x] i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me(PIGGY ! oinkoink!)
[] i love tidy and clean places(my table looks like it's been ransacked)
TOTAL: 2

WTH I'm 24% girly. I thought i was 60% girly ?!?

Ok now about nahahokee tribe HAHAHA . Me nana shanshan and fengfeng! Ok training was like shit today i almost DIED somemore there was CIP at that labrador beach today and i got cut by a bloody piece of glass . WTH . And there were disgusting ants crawling all over I HATE THOSE BLOODY INSECTS ! I HATE INSECTS ! and cui xiao was being such an ass i tell you . She came over to me happily showing me her bag and i thought i saw a piece of dried wood on her bag and went like "HAHAHA" then i saw that creepy thing move its legs like WTH i started screaming like some banshee and nana started screaming too.

Ok training was like really damn shit . 200m [5 times] plus 50m [5 times]. i was about to faint and DIE on the floor . Woah i think my stamina really deteorated like hell. Wahlao i must start working hard for nats again. I MUST BE MOTIVATED !!!

Oh and now zoey volunteered to be my hot chocolate. HAHAHA she agreed to the counterfeit money and asked for topshop knickers HAHAHA and celeste started talking about why don't want triumph BLAH BLAH BLAH. silly !

woaini hot chocolate (:

corpse bride

2006-05-14T15:18:00.001+08:00

Corpse Bride

That's what the VCD says. HAHAHA just bought the corpse bride from video ezy. Wanna watch it later . Oh wells what a long and tiring trip to rail mall. I walked all the way there but took a bus back. I bought many oh-so-yummy things like hersheys creamy milk chocolate, hersheys dark chocolate, strepsils, snow flakes cereal HAHAHA SO YUMMY i'm eating the milk chocolate now.

Just went to cook bacon. SO YUMMY.

ok i think i'm getting a little crazy. I blogged three times today. plus the editing of my post lah. Buti can't help it i'm soooo bored ! After exams already mah somemore no homework blah blah i think i'm so free i could do anything boring now.

I WANT TO EAT.
and i feel like eating TOMATO BASED PASTA and CREAM OF MUSHROOM SOUP. omg so yummy

going BANANAS

2006-05-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

Going Bananas

Fenghui: hello ah buay ! (: you will be my buay buay forever . because buay rhymes with hui. HAHAHA

Stef: handsome papa ! i linked you already !

Wanmin: Yea we can pull through !

Uploading the pictures which i wanna put on friendster but that friendster damn lousy cannot even put that picture cause the file too big ! GO AND DIE LAH FRIENDSTER .

Eatinga potato now ! It is irresistably yummy (: YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMYUM!!! hehh sunday's really a total bore. But so nice NO MORE HOMEWORK no more homework no more homework WHOOOHOOOO so now it's just enjoy enjoy enjoy WAHLAO i think this is so pointless use computer also got nothing to do one.

OOH yesterday i forgot to blog about happy family club. Anyone wanna join? It's an exclusive offer you know. We don't usually go around advertising like that. HAHAHA. Let me recall who's in happy family club.
Stef---Handsome papa
Hannah---Sexy mama
Joanne---Cool grandma!
Me---pretty daughter?!? [ that's what hannah said ]

HAPPY FAMILY !!!

Church camp is actually so so near. whooohooo! yea baby! And joanne wanted the name cool grandma! HAHAHA cause so old already until cannot old anymore , she wanted to feel cool! But grandma is quite cool for HER AGE. HAHAHAHA !

I want the united CD !!! why yesterday that one cracked like shit HAIYOH now have to wait for one more freaking week CAN DIE ONE OK.But on the bright side, caregroup's outing is in 2 more days ! PRAISE THE LORD !

oh and if anyone feels bored. call me(:

Quiz Whiz

2006-05-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Quiz Whiz

Fine hannah, i'm doing it .oh yea baby !

One. He must be sophisticated (like me!)
Two. He should be a believer of God , or at least he must get to know God !
Three. HE MUST BE ROMANTIC (this one very important!) HAHAHA i still want my candlelight dinner on the eiffel tower !
Four. He must have good dress sense
Five. He must understand me.
Six. He must be handsome.
Seven. He must be good enough for me.
Eight. He must have appreciation for music.

Okay now i'm making my own quiz ! HAHAHA.

One. Is anyone being missed?
Yes. Someone out there.

Two. Name the nearest food to you.
Papaya. not joking !

Three. What's the last website you visited?
Habbo hotel.

Four. Can you remember what you did before going to bed yesterday?
Quiet time lor.

Five. Nearest drink to you?
Ribena !

Six. What song are you addicted to now?
Take it all ! by hillsongs.

Seven. What did you get for your mum for mother's day?
Some cup from a gift shop (:

Eight. Who do you love the most in this world?
GOD.

Nine. Is there anything that you think about day and night?
Kungfu moves! HAHAHA WATCH YOUR ASSES.

Ten. What is the one thing in the world you want most now?
Archie comics. omg i got addicted since my mum bought me archie comics at time yesterday

Just doing this cause i'm bored . Oh well i think it helped ease my boredom!

take it all

2006-05-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Take it all

The song take it all keeps popping in my head. Take take take it all take take take it all !!! Wish i had bought the united CD today but the only united CD that was left was kindda cracked and in bad condition blah blah so i decided notto buy it. sad :(

Today was the parent's day service. There was a play at the beginning of all of it HAHAHA well my mum's off to america so can't celebrate mother's day with her tomorrow :( I MISS YOU MUM!

There was central prayer meet today also. It was very draining but in the end it was all for God and it was worth it ! And YES i hope that God will move through me and i may be small but i have A BIG HEART ! I hope that God will shine through me and i wanna be an example for people even older than me and yea i hope i'll change lives.
When i was in the bus today , i looked at the person sitting beside me and wondered "does this person know God?"

It's sad you know, not living a life for God . For living a life without God defeats life's purpose completely.

Yea i guess the central prayer meet really reached out to me . Daniel reached out to two groups of people. The first group was people who are having friendship problems, etc. Yea the second group was for people who felt dry[not literally] Yea i belonged to the first group. And i really felt God speak to me. He whispered to me " leave it all to me my child, just believe and believe with all your heart , and everything will be solved" Gosh i never ever felt so overwhelmed but when i heard THAT, i felt so reassured that God had my problems under his hands and i know that he will help me solve them. I know that he is there , he is waiting and waiting for the right time to help me. I am not alone.

I feel much better now. Thanks dad for everything because God i think that you're the best dad that i can ever have. I'm so thankful that i got to know you again. My life without you was so incomplete.

Track outing and ENCOUNTER camp coming up soon ! Omg so freaking fast. I think the track outing's gonna hell load of a time man. YEAAAA BABY ! And really very anxious for ENCOUNTER camp !!! For now i shall faithfully do the encounter booklet so that when the camp comes i'm already closer to God !

OH ! and tuesday's caregroup outing OH YEA BABY !!! it's gonna be great man we're going to the sunny beach to go tanning OH YEA ! volleyball here i come ! And everyone else at sentosa WATCH YOUR ASSES MAN because CC3'S gonna rawk the floor ! RAWRRRR !!!

Tag replies:

NICOLE: HAHAHA ballet buddies !

Yenfang: NO LAH i am talking about MY OWN MAID ! not kaya !

it's time for a quiz

2006-05-13T09:04:00.000+08:00

Quizzzz [lydia's quiz]

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page18 and find line four.
"Her greatest asset was her determination." A child called it.

2.Stretch your left arm as far as you can.
Printer.

3.What is that last thing you watched on TV?
Spongebob squarepants.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is.
11.30 am

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11.43 am [only 13minutes !]

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Back home [yellow card]

7.When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
In the morning. Going for violin lesson.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Friendster

9. What are you wearing?
Roxy shirt and jeans

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes! but i really can't remember what i dreamt about though.

11. When did you last laugh?
On wednesday when i was showing nana and barbie my kungfu moves HAHAHA

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Stripes

13. Seen anything weird lately?
kaya

14. What do you think of this quiz?
nothing !

15. What is the last film you saw?
Mission impossible 3 ! love it (:

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A car, i would build a swimming pool with all those slides in my house too. And hollister, abercrombie and fitch, jeans jeans and more jeans ! and more cars (:

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I have a talent of wobbling pens HAHAHA

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you change?
I want the world to believe that jesus lives !!!

19. Do you like to dance?
if i feel like it ! I USED TO DO BALLET OK . GRADE 5 DON'T PLAY PLAY.

20. George W Bush.. American?

hell yea.

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what will you call him?

Ethan

22. Imagine your first child is a girl, what will you call her?

sage

23. Have you ever considered living abroad?

OH YEAAA BABY . i am sooooooooo gonna leave singapore.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

woaini(:

25. 4 people who must do this in their journal

NANA

MY MAID IS FREAKING ANNOYING ! URGH I CAN'T STAND HER ANYMOREEEEE! This morning before my violin lesson she kept pulling my hand and when she did that i screamed at her so she went to my door and knocked every five seconds and said" miss janeen come and bathe now" then i was like" GO AWAYY NOW !!!" and she went like" nooo i am not going away till you bathe. i don't care if you get iggitate[that's what she said] with me but you are going to be late if you don't bathe now!" OMG her english sucks the hell outta .

I'm really looking forward to service later. Lord please flood me with your grace and mercy I NEED IT ! after this stressful week please please please get that person off my mind I NEED YOU GOD I NEED YOU !

The way

2006-05-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

The way

Went to shop at orchard road with my mum and my sis today. I'm so happy with the new clothes i bought omg omg omgggggg i love them to bits !!! Today was not such a good day though , I still keep getting affected by THAT stupid idiotic person. Okayy i have made up my mind. I'm going to just leave everything to God because he knows what to do ! I worry also no use right , anyway i am just wasting my precious energy. I shall not care about that person anymore, that person also don't give a damn either.

But REALLY ! When i was waiting for my mum [ two hours for your information ] I really kept thinking about the situation, like what i ever did wrong to you and why you are acting this way toward me. I didn't even do anything, so i'm an innocent victim here, you are treating me injustly for no reason !!! Moreover, i have come to a conclusion that you aren't a true friend either because true friends will be there for each other no matter what, not bear grudges like what is happening between us now.

Now i don't give a damn about you anymore. You're out of my love list. You're out of my life. FINE I'll have things my way and my way you're gonna get HELL from me so beware man you're in deep shit. Anyway this is just the vicious cycle of the cliche: what comes around goes around. And you've been like damn ignorant ok so yea you've gained my hate. I really don't see why i've been so worried over you when you don't even deserve what i felt towards you last time. And you didn't even deserve anything you got. You don't deserve anything so my pal everything that happened last time was just a tale you can tell your grandkids when you grow into an old hag.

I guess i've really been hanging out with the wrong person.

shaolin showdown

2006-05-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Shaolin Showdown

Today was the shaolin showdownnn!!! Ok because nana told me show barbie all my kungfu moves heh heh. There was the superball, the wata and the HAIYAHH !!! hahaha whoohooo i feel like bruce lee #2 . I still remember last year at netball trip in malaysia jasmine koh was doing her ultimate kungfu moves for defence against me in our pillow fight [i've got a video of it so don't deny it jasmine koh !!!]

Then went to celeste's house. Wei told me about everything and i just felt so encouraged when she encouraged me. Her words really motivated me, that i'll put full faith in God in the relationship with ______. And that i shouldn't let that person affect me anymore. she said that people have noticed that i have changed since this problem started. is it really because that person is affecting me? i can't get her off me mind no matter how hard i try. Does she really mean that much too me? Am i thinking about her and letting that affect me too much? Or should i just let it all go and pretend that nothing ever happened and that i didn't have anything to do with that person in the past. Now i don't feel so helpless anymore , i feel so reassured that God is with me and later during quiet time , i'm just gonna pour all my problems , all my feelings , all my thoughts to him because I KNOW that he is listening. Wei also reassured me greatly by telling me that God matched me with that person because HE KNEW that person was the right person to grow me, and he planned this setback in the relationship so that i would pray and pray for a miracle to happen.

Every relationship has setbacks.

Sounds like so much logic, come to think of it. It awoke me to my senses once again. I have to stop worrying, stop letting that person affect me anymore. It's time to stop the nonsence; i've had enough of it. And she told me that she felt so sorry for me because i'm only sec one and i've been going through so much, because sec one's supposed to be my honeymoon year. Is that true? Have i really gone through too much? I really feel that this is too much for me to take, and yes i can't take it anymore. I've got to stop thinking about you. So would you just stay away for a while, I need some time to think.

As much as i miss you, and my heart breaks so much when i see you so near to me, yet i know that i have lost you , i know, i just know that someday ;somehow ,God will piece back this broken jigsaw piece and make it complete again. Whenever i think of you, i wonder whether you're thinking about me as well.

Whatever it takes,
Whatever heartbreaks;
I will be right here
Waiting for you.

Almost forgot to blog about the tower competition. I think the PCCG or something made it then we had to stack the straws to make the marble stand on the tower. The winning group's tower measured one metre plus apparently and my group's tower...measured...6cm. Well at least we did something!!! i did the planning (: But i fell asleep while they were building it . HAHAHA i really slept [ and i think i even dreamt]

I have tuition tomorrow right splat in the morning . WHAT A GREAT PUBLIC HOLIDAY

convo

2006-05-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

Claire --- kaya
Me [janeen]

kaya

ma'am

AHA

HAHAHAHA

HAHA WHAT

SO FIERCE FOR WHAT HAHAHA

i call you ma'am then you LAUGH UNTIL LIKE THAT

maid abuse

OEI

where got maid abuse uh

is called the joy of laughing

see you must learn from me kaya
AHAHAHA

i will try although it will make me seem quite insane

HAHAHAHAH

AHAHAHHAHA

AHAHHAIHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AHHAHAHAHAHA

[haiyoh i think she really a bit mentally unstable why laugh for so long one.]

NOT BAD AT ALL KAYA !

THANKS MA'AM! I am working hard!

exams finish already still work what hard

ahah

working hard to learn the joy of laughing to be a good kaya

AHA

goooodddd kaya

i shall increase your salary to 1.50 !!!

somuch (:

HAHA

1.50 a month is..0.05 cents a day

a lot !

i totally agree!!

lean on me

2006-05-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

Lean on me

WHOOHOOOO the song lean on me keeps popping in my head. EXAMS ARE OVER WHOOOHOOOOOOO JUMP JUMP JUMP LIKE A MAD MONKEY FOR JOY !!! There was track meeting oday [plus free pizza] which i didn't eat because... well i didn't feel like eating it.

Poor nana after persuading her so long to come for track meeting she still want to pon. Then ms ong said during track meeting that anybody who never turn up STRAIGHT DETENTION :( poor nana.

My milkybar buddy and monkey gave me a PIGGY oinkoink !!! Grandmama and me were swinging piggy all the way to plaza sing. OH he is a wonderful babyyyyyyyy!!! And OH !!! congratulations to MING XUAN AND DAWN for becoming crescent track's cap and vice cap. er unfortunately i don't know who's the cap and who's the vice cap but oh well don't you just love my hugs ! (:

Went to plaza sing with caregroup today . we took neos... and watched Mission Impossible 3.

Then took a bus ride with stef. It was a great bus ride cause she told me about all her experiences with her sheeps and shepherds. Speaking about that... i wonder what happened to mine she is getting very glum glum and we hardly even talk. I wonder if a relationship is supposed to be like that. I guess somebody has to take the initiative, as steff told me. does that person have to be me?

I wonder...

and good luck nana

Inside out

2006-05-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

WHATADAY

I HATE TUESDAYS FOREVER! why??? BECAUSE SOMEBODY DIDN'T SEE ME DIGGING MY BAG AND LOCKED ME INTO CLASS! As a result i ran to the door and pounded on it non stop hoping that it would open but to no avail.

So i decided to study my science while the whole school was at the parade square with the clock ticking tick tock tick tock then the whole class came back and then blah blah blah i don't know WTH happened to me then i started breaking down i don't know why either so just don't ask me.

Hehh cool it's the 3rd time i broke down this year. Let me recall... The first time was on sports day heats 2 [400m final] when i lost to pankhurst by ONE second ( the distance from me and that pankhurst person was one and a half metres ) Gosh that really broke my heart, considering how much that event meant to me. Second time was on saturday's service when i suddenly thought of that relationship with .... _____
I guess what you said in the past was just a big fat lie. I thought you would be there when i needed you most. Now when i need you so bad and you're not there i wonder whether i'm making the right choice.

I thought what we had was special.

I found this little poem in my wallet. It was given to me when i was primary 6 by some mission team who came to evangelize at our primary school. I didn't understand what it meant then, but now it has so much meaning.I hope that you'll read it carefully.

The title is INSIDE OUT and it goes like this:

When i was young and free and my
imaginations had no limits, I dreamed
of changing the world.

As I grew older and wiser I realized
the world would not change.
And I decided to shorten my sights
somewhat and change only to my country
But it seemed immovable

As I entered my twilight years, in one
last desperate attempt, I sought to
change only my family, those closest to
me, but alas they would have none of it.

And now here i lie on my death bed and
realise(perhaps for the first time) that if
only I'd changed myself first, then by
example i may have influenced my family
and with their encouragement and support
I may have bettered my country, and who
knows i may have changed the world.

the time of your life

2006-05-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

The time of your life

Neenee loves Nana!

Unpredictable

2006-05-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

Twinnies!

Me and Petrina!
Both of us were tip toeing in this one

Mingxuan and me!

Trackbuddies (:

Celeste

She was terribly excited that i was going to take a picture of her

Don't know where it goes

2006-05-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

Don't know where it goes

I yearn for your touch
So marvellous
Now i guess there's really something wrong
Not like what it used to be

I'm just keeping it together now
Because I have to
Not because I really want to
I thought you could hear my heart screaming
Seems like you can't

Yes it's really called the drifting apart
If you say it isn't
It's a big fat lie
You know it and I know it
But we're just too afraid to say it out right

I don't anything special in your presence anymore
You used to make me high
I don't know what happened
Maybe this is just a setback that God planned
So that our relationship would be even stronger than before
But come to think of it
We can take this setback to either make our bonds stronger
Or is this really gonna separate us

I feel that it's completely our choice
Whether you wanna make use of this oppurtunity
To strengthen our relationship
Or make it fall apart just like that

It's your choice
You decide

wake me up when september ends

2006-05-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Tag replies:

Yenfang: Hey !!! Thank you i'm so touched (: And you were too suspicious !!!

Ashley: HAHAHA ok soon !

Yingmin: I'm not sure if things are ok . But thanks for being there for me !!! INVINCIBLE HOR

Joel: Good luck for your exams too !!!

Today was a goodie good day because
#1 It's my birthday !
#2 It's my birthday !
#3 It's my birthday !

HIPHIPHOORAY. ok lit exam was not baddie bad bad today. I was quite happy with my essays actually. Hmm then ran to tanglin mall for self training luckily can run already . And hey thanks samantha yee shan amelia etc etc for the gifts ! I really appreciate it !!!

I'm at weiwei's house now with celeste and clara we're watching spongebob HAHAHA so funny. Spongebob keeps saying" I'm ugly and I'm proud!" HAHAHA WTH SO SILLY really laugh until can die.

Thanks once again for the birthday wishes it really brightened my day !!! And i shall not post anything glum glum or that makes me sad because IT'S MY HAPPY DAY AND NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE CAN RUIN IT !!!

We ate cup noodles [yummy!] Omg I'm hungry again maybe i should stop eating and do other productive things like ... running. UH wait !!! eating IS productive !!! (:

Here are my three birthday wishes:
#1 To grow closer to God !!!
#2 To be well-rounded and do well both in my CCA and my academics
#3 Stop eating like a fat pig

My maid was really sweet and drew some type of card. It really touched me ! I must be very nice to her from now on (:

back home

2006-05-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

Back home

How great is it to have exams on your birthday.HUH! Really ruins my mood. And i sprained my ankle again. WHY WHY WHY AM I THAT UNLUCKY ?!? and just before my birthday somemore. You want me to die is it. Luckily the braces are not that pain already today HIP HIP HOORAY !!! Went to study at weiwei's house HAHAHA i slept there so nice and comfy . Teehee. And i studied for lit on the journey thing i hope i ace the lit exams tomorrow. That would be the best birthday present ever.

jigsaw piece

2006-05-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

Jigsaw

It's like a jigsaw
And you're my puzzle piece
When you were there,
My jigsaw puzzle was complete
It was a beautiful picture
Now you're not there
A piece is missing from my jigsaw puzzle
That one piece
I stare at the jigsaw every night
Wondering what to do to make it complete again
I want to see it complete
Like it used to be.
Will you make it complete again?

And when i did my work yeterday
I couldn't get my mind off you
And the things that we used to do
I guess that's a measure of how much you mean to me
You'll never know how much
I told you how I felt
You don't even give a damn do you
Can you piece back that missing piece for me
And make the jigsaw complete again

move along

2006-05-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

Move Along

Ouch the braces are very pain! I did like 9 chapters of science today . ok ouch really very pain. I waited ONE freaking hour at the clinic amazing amazing. I bought one premium tub Ben and Jerry's chocolate fudge brownie ice cream 2 days ago and now i finished half already. Maybe i should go buy one more tub !

Chinese tuition today not baddie. The braces make you feel like you got an extra set of teeth . I hope my teeth don't fall out soon

whatsername

2006-05-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

WHATSERNAME

9 MORE HOURS TO GETTING MY BRACES .

when i need you

2006-04-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

When I need you

Today english mid years was fairly easy. After the mid years ended celeste and clara came to my class then we headed to the canteen to self train. We ran to botanic gardens and i was totally suffering during the whole 30 min run. WHY?!? because janeen has been a lazy greedy pig and drinking coke!!!

It's a sin to drink coke and i drank it 3 times already. That's why i'm having so much difficulty. Man now i know how sinful it is to drink coke. If you ever spot me drinking coke by accident please help me pour the whole bottle over my head i allow you to do so.

I just can't accept the fact that i've deteorated by so so much. But nevermind i'll work HARDER and self train HARDER !!! Hope i get to the point that i'm even better than before !!! After self training studied at the canteen while celeste and huiwei had shepherding. I mean huiwei shepherded celeste.

Celeste you math genius sec 2 get 16 over 20 please lah i can't even pass. OMG i feel so lousy . and 3 MORE DAYS when i get my braces ! i'm thinking of red.

I didn't realise that it's so soon till my birthday until amelia told me! HAHAHA omg i'm getting blurer and blurer by the day man.

Omg I almost forgot to blog about our visitor! It was a bat. It flew in and then flew out . Then Jolin missed it and whined about it flying out then at THAT MOMENT the bat flew back in then she was so happy she began screaming and screaming until the bat got so traumatised that it flew out again HAHAHA

And i miss track already. I miss us trackers training together and hearing the motivation that spurs me on. I miss hugging you to cheer you up when you're down. I miss hearing coach's voice. I miss running. I miss everything.

Now that you're gone every little thing seems to affect me. I wish i was as strong as before.

all but a distant memory

2006-04-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

All but a distant memory

EL mid years are tomorrow omg omg so fast i can't stand it i feel like screaming now URGHHHHH !!! barbie is really the silliest one around she said i eat funny then she kept laughing and cannot eat and ended up throwing her noodles away. so i told her"next time you wanna go on a diet,LOOK FOR ME!" she really is the silliest barbie. and i'm the bestest ken :D

I'm samantha's stead she chose me hahaha so silly but i accepted anyway.Let me note everything down. I'm barbie's [jessie] ken. Samantha's stead. Yee shan's xiao mei mei. Amelia's sister. Petrina's fellow partner-in-crime[we really are full of crime] and the rest i forgot .

All that's in my mind now is MUGGING MUGGING MUGGING ! and celeste you're sick today again must get well soon i hope you get better and feel honoured that this post is dedicated to you !!! YOU'RE MY #1 RUHUA !!!

We had to clear our STUPID desk lockers today i chucked all my books in the metal cupboard and realised how much junk there was! There was chocolates, crackers which had gone soft, used wet tissues, plastic bags and the list goes on. The chocolates petrina was helping me to throw away then cui xiao came up and picked it from the bin i think she said she wanted to sell it to her friends[although it was half eaten so silly] Then petrina was like"half eaten who want to buy?!?" then cui xiao was like "my friends" .wth so silly really laugh until can die!

I went home with sandra today it was so silly we used the sauce to write each other's names !!! we decided to go to the playgrounds around our neighbourhood during june what an adventure !

As my memory rests but never forgets what i lost

2006-04-25T19:41:00.000+08:00

As my memory rests but never forgets what i lost

Mass run was cancelled today PRAISE THE LORD ! CG was at tiong bahru plaza today. Celeste taught me my math sums. Thanks celeste i really appreciate it ! You're my official math tutor ! :D I took one really really UNGLAM photo of Clara koh unglam queen let me describe the picture to you. Her eyeballs were like white which looked like she was having a fit and her hand was up she was trying to say hi to the camera.Then when i was showing it to hannah she snatched my phone away and deleted it HAIYAH so wasted but NEVERMIND beware clara i will always be there to capture your unglam moments! Retribution for the gombak photos!

Today lessons were quite satisfactory and i really listened very attentively today i have to admit!!! Although during lit amelia was trying to pin my fringe for me and mingxuan was laughing when she walked past HAHAHA monkey !!!

KAYA ! Put red ok me and nicole decided to put red already you put red also. Then there won't be any lack in your preparation !!!

Assembly today was ok i guess there was this sec 3 oratorical competition then this contestant went to over emphasise on the words it was very retarded me and petrina were laughing like hell. She was like reading in a normal tone then suddenly damn loud very shocking HAHAHA SO RETARDED.

I'll write one surmont[sp?!?] from the bible from now on as a concluding statement heh heh.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

All creation cries to You
Worship in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the Faithful One
Jesus Christ,Gods son
All creation gives You praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns
For eternity

God is great and
His praiseFills the earth,
fills the heavens
And Your name will be praised
Through all the worldGod is great, sing His praise
All the earth, all the heavens
Cause were living for the gloryOf Your name
Glory of Your name

All to You, oh God,
we bringJesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us
That all may hear
And all may see

Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings

Why does it seem like this friendship is so meaningless to you
But it means a lot to me
We used to be so happy
But now we're breaking away
Slowly , bit by bit
Although it's hard to notice
I do because of you
All because of you
Don't you feel it
But how can you be someone i'm supposed to confide in
When i'm finding it hard to relate to you already?
No we can't go on like that
When will this feeling fade away
We're getting no where like this

do you even care?

2006-04-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

Do you even care ?

Do you even care? Do you even recall the times we spent together? I guess this is called drifting apart right. Can't you feel that being together isn't the same anymore?

Met celeste jieying and clara for lunch today. We went to tcc and ordered macaroni gratin it is so yummy that it never fails to please my taste buds (: We were late for service AGAIN. Service was good after a draining week. It's amazing how2 hours of service makes such an impact. My favourite christian song now is always and forever by planet shakers.HEHH . ANYWAY claire is such a kaya. She went around following me saying"is there any lack in preparation?" HAHAHA

Met my mum at cathay cineleisure today after service. Oh and my dental appointment's changed to1 may and this time really gonna put on already .No more postpone postpone!!!

and clara's finger has a cut. GET WELL SOON!!!doctor janeen to the rescue!

bobba

2006-04-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

Invincible we are

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Yenfang:I PLANNED IT WELL!!! (: i gave you a hug and tic tac ok so romantic and how do you know i sat gyrospin AND NO IT DID NOT BREAK DOWN

Claire: KAYA there's lack in your preparation! i cut your salary by 0.01cents per day you forgot to carry my bag for me.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANIVERSARY YENFANG!!! My present to you was the tic tac and i gave you a hug

I was supposed to put my braces on today urghh the dentist went to postpone it.Always like that one. The day I'm supposed to put always postpone postpone postpone. I was actually supposed to put on 17 march lor but got wings cross country i had to postpone then today the dentist don't know what freaking problem la.Bobba.

School today was an average day. And amanda is the biggest dumdum during chinese she tried to paste scotchtape with a black circle on it on my forehead but so lousy she didn't manage to get it on HAHAHA. I kept pasting kick me signs on her blouse i don't think she noticed.

I am eating dark chocolate my sister gave me i think it is very yummy (: School was such a bore today i didn't learn anything. Anyway after school me ethel and miao went to self train. we ran to bontanical gardens . I think miao is very funny HAHAHA she kept saying"this is so fun!" when we were running. Then after running when me and ethel were like shit tired already she went like"wanna jog back to school?" then ethel's reaction was very funny! she went"NO!!!" and had a funny face. AHAHHAH they never fail to amuse me.

While we ran to botanical gardens huiwei and clara took a nice little walk to the nearest bus stop.After running we went to 4c3 and dumdum clara went to write janeen silly billy on the top of the class board she thinks i can't reach but i can HAHAHA i went to write clara koh yulin on the board then ethel was like"who's yulin is it ex crescentian"

I love Totally tomato ! I think i can eat piles and piles of them endlessly . Oh they please my tastebuds so. I'm looking forward to service tomorrow!

There's a few people whom i don't know say hi to me. Today while i was buying food this girl i don't know tapped me and said hi . Also alot of requests from people wanting me to be their sister[?]

And amelia i'm glad things are fine again.You mean alot to me.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

SUNNY APPLE BANANA DAY !

2006-04-20T17:10:00.000+08:00

INVINCIBLE CLAN !

First thing i wanna say is watch this video it's damn funny can laugh until can die . Watch out for the part when the little boy is eating the oreo then says"mmm. moam!" it's damn retarded AHAHAHHAHhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oWnQeLfPJ8&search=oreo

WATCH OUT for the invincible clan . actually i don't know what it's called. I had to take the MRT to school today, since my mum's out of the country .I had to get up at freaking 5.30am !!! Met jieying at the jurong east mrt and we took the mrt to school together.

Beside the mrt station there was this little shop i went to patronise it and bought orange tic tacs as i was really tempted to do so as our school had been giving us multitudes of mint tic tacs which i don't really like but the school give so ok eat lor HAHAHA.

Today was a terrible day because three of the horriblest subjects were ALL in one day! Science, math and history. urgghhhh all the teachers yacking on and on in this really monotonous voice woah i didn't know i could sit through one hour of that for each subject!

And Amanda is really the silliest dumdum. Now 20th April already she's still in the april fool's mood and went to leave petrina's books in the canteen then she wanted to the reaction on petrina's face and said happy april fools HAHAHA LOUSY AMAH!!!

Me and petrina were in the buttwhacking business again today she was the mastermind. She was like" 123 hit"then ok lor hit lor then after that silvana looked back then i pointed at petrina then petrina was pointing back at me then we started saying"no she !!!" HAHAHA then after that petrina went like"actually we're not lying what we're telling the truth cause both of us did it!" HAHAHA SHE'S SO SILLY

And don't know a lot of people went to write on the board what janeen so sexy blah blah and serve them right HAHAHA mr ho went to rub it off and went like" I tell you all arh don't waste marker ink arh huh . mmm"

And hui wei and celeste are sick . ok i dedicate this post to the both of you must get well ok and think of me (: i really hope the both of you get better soon enough!!! Rest well !!!

I'm putting on my braces tomorrow i think i'm putting red. Anyway during history lesson while mrs ow was droning on and on i spotted huiwei and clara at the window apparently they were looking for me hahahha i waved then mrs ow so blind still never see.

After history i went to look for them then we went to the library to do our homework etc etc i finished all my homework in school today ! so happy (: I shall do all my homework in school from now on really a lot better than doing it at home because no distractions etc etc.

Clara just LOVES grooving to the music she's always so eager to show me her indian dance. HAHAHA billy!

Huiwei's mother bakes cookies very yummy i like ! HAHAHA

Anyway my maid's damn annoying she follows me around when i get angry with her and goes like"is there any lack in my preparation" which i totally don't understand. i can't stand her .when she wakes me up in the morning she touches my hair URGHH i hate people touching my hair for goodness sake

I feel like doing the quiz now HEEHEE

My ex is no one cause i don't have one.

I love God because he's the best Daddy in the world.My fellow trackers because we go through thick and thin together not forgetting people who encourage/motivate me

I don't understand Why i don't like lessons.

I lose my temper easily when people annoy me.

People say I'm cheeky because they always see me running around

Love is blind. It can make people happy but at the same time is capable of scarring people's memories for life.

Somewhere, someone is thinking about me.

I will always put God above ALL matters.

Forever is a term people use to describe something eternal.

I never want to be depressed.

I think the current US President is George W. Bush [?!?]

When I wake up in the morning I feel like fainting because I get up at 5.30

My past is filled with both good and bad memories

I get annoyed when people try to be bimbos.

Parties are for playing and playing and playing.

Kisses are the best when the other person puts lipstick.

Tomorrow is the last day of the week.

I really want to let non-believers know God!

I have low tolerance for people who think they know everything .

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